Chanho's Inner Thoughts/Feelings

(OOC: This is just how my character is feeling right now alright? I'm actually a very happy and out-going person, but my character here can be very sad/depressed at times just fair warning.)

 

Well...where do I begin here? I may seem happy and out going to some of you but on the inside...I'm hurting. I know this sounds silly but, but I still miss 'him'. I miss 'him' every single day. I try not to think about 'him' so much but it's hard. It's hard being a happy person all the time, it's hard saying things like 'I'm doing okay' or 'I'm really good' or things like that.

I know you all probably think I'm crazy or stupid for still missing 'him' but I-I can't help it. I'm staying strong though for my son and all...but it hurts. It hurts a lot sometimes. Whenever I see my son I'm always reminded of 'him' a lot. Damien is so sweet and gentle, he even has 'his' facial looks....

How does one get over when a loved one leaves you?

How do some of you get over that?

I'm afraid of falling in love now...I-I'm scared too. I'm scared the next person I fall in love with might-might leave me again...god I don't want to go through that again. Guess I'll be nothing more than a toy for people to use and play with, then be bored of later.

 

(OOC Again: AGAIN I am not really feeling like this at all this is just how Chanho's character is feeling right now alright? ^^ I hope this is cool for me to post.)

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Jaejoongie_slave #1
Don't worry dongsaeng I'm sure you're gonna find someone who will love you soon. You're just such a good person I bet no one wants to hurt someone so cute and kind like you,no one wants to play with you. And be sure that your friends will always be by your side to protect you,me too.
just7smiles #2
Baby u have to be strong for ur son and for the Q
How does one get over when a loved one leaves you?
stop crying for him u should find someone eles and yes I need
to talk to u about someone
How do some of you get over that?
Get over it hard and I know it but finding someone eles is better
for u and ur son and someone good for him and u and I know one but I have to make sure so I need to talk to
AronMaster #3
It's not silly to miss someone that you loved and cared about. Everyone does it at least once in their life. It might be scary to fall in love again but don't worry not everyone is like that man who hurt you. I'm here for you, Chanho. If you ever need someone, I won't leave your side. I know that might seem stupid to you....but I mean it.
slave__IU #4
Omo~ I know its hard but you have to stay strong, dont get your hopes up~ Love is all around you. stay strong, for damien!
Slave-CL #5
"I'm always here Chanho."
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