♚Dear You— someone that I miss the most. Someone that I love so much.

Do you remember that we used to be close? Do you still remember those days when we were together, when we talked to each other and told lame jokes to each other? Do you still remember those days when we played around together? When I was able to tell you everything that was on my mind?

Do you know what, 

I miss those days so much. More than you think.

I realized that I have never been your girlfriend. Maybe I'm not precious to you. But do you remember that you told me that I was your best friend? You used to call me "best friend" and although you didn't really mean it, I felt like I had a special place in your heart. As a best friend.

I didn't know why you changed just because I liked you. Was I that annoying? If yes, please forgive me. Let's just forget it and act like you don't know anything. Let's just pretend that I don't really like you and I love you as your best friend when I actually care about you and love you more than anything. How I want you to come back to me and be my friend like what we used to be. Let's just pretend that nothing happened and I'm still your best friend. Please.

Do you wanna know something? I cry about you every night. I still cannot forget you, someone that I've been liking for a year. Someone that has a really special place in my heart. Someone I thought I'd always be with. You don't know that I love you so much. Missing you is a sweet pain, really. You don't know how much I love you. When I see you, I just want to cry. Because you've changed a lot. The days when you were my best friend, you were so nice to me. And now, you don't even greet me when you meet me. You are more than cold. I miss the old you, someone who was always nice to me and I felt comfortable when I was with you.

I really want to be with you like last year. I know you're not the old you, but I'm sure, when I'm with you, I can make you be the old you. Someone who is innocent, someone who is calm, someone who is my best friend, someone who will always listen to my stories, someone who will always forgive me, someone that I love so much even though you don't like me back.