Goodbye

“The most painful way of realizing our mistakes’

I will not leave but I’ll be saying goodbye. It sounds absurd but let me explain my part. I do admit that I really love you. I love you with all my heart. I thought that we will last, but destiny simply implies that were not meant to be. This is not yet our time, I guess so. I can let you go but not the feeling. I’m afraid that one day I might not feel this way again.

I‘ll be saying goodbye but this not mean that I don’t love you anymore. You’re too much important to forget. I’m saying this because I don’t want to feel the pain again. I don’t want to hate you; I don’t want to lose you. You’re my life, remember? You’re everything to me. The only thing I was so sure of and yet the thing I should give up. We need to go our separate way, away from each other.

This might not be the end for us. This is just a way of realizing our mistakes. Our differences, our hobbies, our goals, our beliefs, our practices and even the way we expresses our feelings. I might be like this and you’re not. You want this and I don’t. I just think were both not into this relationship. The feeling is there but not the commitment. If we want to, we have so much time to spend together. But we chose to be apart. You’re being busy doing your stuff and might forget about me. While me, I’m just becoming so pathetic waiting for your. This will bring no good, just heart aches. It is something so hollow. All we have to do is to give importance and to show our care but we failed to do that.

You know that I will always be here if ever you need me.

And you will always have a place in my heart, in my life forever.

-aiphEe-

Piece # 270708