Baby, you're my best friend. Don't do this to yourself, it hurts me to see you put yourself through all this mess. All he does is use and abuse you, and you tell yourself he'll change....

I cry for you every time you shed tears about your pain. I'm thankful that you tell me this, but you deserve much better and this is the honest truth. You're honest, smart and beautiful. You're devoted, hard working and honest. I hate that you put in so much for the relationship, only to get not even one eighth back. You swear to yourself that he won't hit you, after he hurt his own helpless grandmother.

After an angry rampage, breaking windows, cabinets and doors, you still see the good in him. You still tell yourself, and hold onto his lie-laced words, convincing you that he'd change. I wish, with all my heart that you wake up and realize what is really good for you.

Does it make you happy when he texts you his words of love, that were meant for another girl? The girl he just met 2 days ago? The one he hasn't stopped texting since? When he comes to your work, I see you smile, even though it costs you money. Shouldn't it be the guy, caring for the girl? You work so hard, studying as well, paying for his needs, yours and tuition. 

You would have saved enough for tuition, a ticket to Korea, a blackberry and a high end laptop by now. How do I know? I see you writing down the costs of everything, you're smart, I already said that. You would have saved more than enough for anything and everything you wanted. But instead he gets an Xperia, food, rent and luxury items paid for him. 

You earn honest money and you refuse to accept any help. You never fail to keep a smile on your face, so when it's not there, I can't help but feel my heart break. It's painfiul, to see the sun not shine. To see the sky turn gray as the thunder strikes.

I'll pray for you, and hope that God will listen. Even if I'm not one for religion, I'll do it for you, because you're not one in a million, but one of a kind.

To my perfect best friend. 

I Love You.

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