you guys are probably wondering why the hell im awake right now

considering it's only 7:15am california time

or idk, you might not be wonder

but i had this really startling dream

and well...the rest is what i've written on my phone when i woke up

i woke up crying this morning

at first i had no idea why but i remembered my dream.

it was in this alternate universe but all i really remember was that my mom was able

to lock me in a cage and slap me, which is what she did of course

she called me things and i hated her for it

but i was always so scared of her

idk but there was this competition in my village which i forgot how well this one girl did

but my mom knew how she did

it turned out my mom was wrong with her scores.s

then, my mom started to yell at me for giving her false information and i started yelling back

i knew i had won and so did she, but she fell into this chair, crying,

telling me that she was sorry, sorry for slapping me,

sorry of locking me in a cage, sorry for everything tha she had done to me.

then she hugged me and by this time i was crying too,

yelling at her, asking if she was sorry for hurtin me so much,

for making me hate myself and wanting to die, and so many other things

she just kept sobbing and saying that she was sorry.

i woke up then and i started crying like crazy

it was only 6:32am in the morning

now it's 7:04am and i just stopped crying