Long time since I last blogged about anything. Today/Tonight (depending when you are viewing this) I just want to say that I'm trying to change myself: physically and mentally(psychologically); thought the latter may take me a while.

    Physically, I'm trying to lose weight. According to how I feel and scientific stuff, some of which I don't fully agree on, I am not in good shape nor am I on the "fat/obese" scale, though I am close to cutting it on the "healthy" side. I decided to just start exercising. So far, me and my friend, whom I'll call J, dance salsa/swing/any-dance-we-can-dance to once a week. Which is pretty cool for my sake since I LOVE to do dancing. But I still have to lose more on my thighs, (though I have a naturally big one), and stomach. So I need to start running....again, and do it often. So far I've only ran once the past two weeks (not good me, not good). I have to eat myself over this again and start all over. The first and second step is ALWAYS the hardest for me. I gotta get a habit of running at least everyday but two day per week to rest. 

Anyway I want to blog out my frustration to myself and at least make it to my weight goal (around 110-120). Plus, me and my boyfriend madea bet on who can get the "best bod"; and if I lose, I don't want to be the one not fitting for the other (nothing like a good ol' competition to motivate Both of us). 

If you've read this far, thank you for listening  :) Hopefully the next blog is a pic of me in a better shape than now. In...two weeks? I'll post a pic of m tomorrow or this week.