So, I go with my family for dinner and then I see her tweet saying that she doesn't care how much I spent on the card, she's gonna throw it away. Yeah I know my crush was referring to my card. And I'm like...

Do I really look like I care about $10? No I don't. if it was for you, I don't. But you stepped on my sincerity, my feelings, my god damn heart. I'm sick, really sick. Other than the common cold I'm having, I have my own illness. You never knew about it did you? Well, if you had noticed me more often you'd see that sometimes when I walk with you, I suddenly slow down and clutch my heart. Yes, I have a minor heart condition. Mine is relatively stable because of the diet I force myself to eat. But, if things sudden turn ugly, I can die in front of you in less than 10 seconds. You never knew that. I never told you either because you wouldnt really care. I know you too well.

That card contained my wishes for you. For you to be mature, for you to choose your paths and careers wisely, and for you to always make the right decision. When my friend called me saying that you had been hospitalised last month, you wont believe how fast I ran from my school to the hospital.

God really loves to toy with people, doesn't He?... Always matching the right people with the wrong ones and putting the right pair far away from each other.

Here I was, planning something special for you on the 12th of december. Not sure if that plan is gonna be put in action though...