I don't know why I'm writing this blog, but I really need to get my feels out there.

This fandom is insane. Exotics (including myself) are insane. Seriously, I cannot get my head around this whole thing.

First of all, every Exotic out there seems to be on crack. 24/7. Period. I love it, since I'm a part of it lol. We're all a big happy, hippie family. 

And then there's the none stop trolling with shipper love. Every little movement is analysed. I read a tumblr blog about Krisyeol this morning and I RLAB because they were talking about how Kris looked longingly at Chanyeol when he was hugging Tao or something. I'm thankful that I'm not up to that level yet, but it entertains me to see so many delusional fangirls out there. 

And then there's the fanfics. I just read a Kaisoo fanfic called Anterograde Tomorrow. It's fricking insane. My feels. Everything. I can't. Why are people so fricking talented? How are they doing this? WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO ME?! The fic was beautiful. It was on the same kind of level as the famous ones Absolute Chanyeol, Be Human and my personal favourite, Arbitrage. I just can't believe how incredibly amazing these writers are. Seriously, what goes on in these people minds?!?

Being an Exotic has completely changed my life. I wasn't even a proper K-Pop lover before they came into my life. What the hell is this?! I hate EXO so much right now T___T