this is just my self theraphy.

i was away for mtvws like last two weeks.when i returned home i was given the job to enter the log site in the woods.i was at home like...only three hours or so.out of the site on saturday,i returned home to get my precious rest but something happened.

i have a new housemate and he is a cute boy.i am living in a small apartment with two bedrooms and a bathroom...alone since valentine's day :( last year.so im used to live alone.this new tenant,...my landlady happened to like him very much and she gave him the key of the place and she never tell me about that.i got good coverage in the jungle bahh...i even can post new chapter via phone at the site!why didnt she call me or text maybe?huh

today is wednesday..i have a housemate for about 4 days already and i feel very awkward with this...he's cute and he's neat.he can cook.he can take care of the house.he's a jewel designer.freelancer i think.he speaks english with me.not a malaysian nor bruneian.i think maybe he's a filipino or thai.he's fair and he has a height of yoseob.he reminds me of yoseob.he doesnt speak much.same with me.until now...i met him like...four times.one,he got the door when i returned and found out about him.two,he cooked at the kitchen and packed it nicely for lunch maybe...three,he's watching MY tv sitting on MY fav sofa and resting both his legs on MY coffee table..on MY self-knitted tablecloth!!! four...met him outside the bathroom just now..saw his chest n...all upper body...wet by shower..i coughed.now also i still wanna cough when i flashback it.aishhh.he saw me...i was heading to get my shower too.just got back from work and here it's almost midnight. 11.56pm.

now...i dont want to know him more than i do.i want to get rid of him.how?how to do that?i dont want to have nosebleed.he must leave before my nose bleed.i am a person that literally will bleed my nose if im..heated..kekeke..shhh.now..help me~

i cant sleep...