So, I just came back from the homeopath and learned I had some weird ty disease with an unpronouncable name (again) which is the cause of my perpetual headache and emptiness on the feels level (does that make sense??? I mean that I just don't feel anything at all nowadays, I'm like an empty shell ._.)

Basically, it means that I can't pull anything interesting out. Nada, niet, nothing.

Then I got my treatment which, as usual, is gonna make me sicker before it gets better and he (the homeopath) basically said that if I was currently working on anything that required my intellect (let's not talk about that, really, I know I don't have a brain okay) it was too bad because I will have periods where I will be like a dude that smoke too many spliff (quoting).

Obviously, I am now feel-less for the whole next month & I won't try to force writing on me like lately because nothing will come out no matter how hard I'll try ;AAA;     <-- and now I know why I can't write angst, that .

I WILL BE putting almost all my stories on hiatus until September.

• I won't be completing Kyu0306 & wubukyu's requests on the request shop until then (you guys have no idea how guilty I feel, I really tried hard to wrote your requests but nothing nice came and I'd rather wait and write something 'read-able').
   
• I won't be finishing The Man Who Wanted To See this summer (but it should be up by October, not before cause my life will be complicated in September).
   
• There won't be a sequel to Inhibited this summer either.
   
• I don't think I will be updating In Wonderland, I like the ideas I had for this one too much to screw it up in a way I don't like. *runs away*
   
• I WILL PROBABLY UPDATE Endless Summer weekly from now on.
   
• If you want to know what happens when I write in that state, go read the Tao/Lay that I wrote and will be up tonight. (this is not propaganda, I am truly ashamed...)

I won't stop writing completely but I will not stay there to try again and again and get frustrated over it. I will run out and eat more ice cream and try to not burn but actually tan (& this is impossible for me, really).

Once again I'm sorry but hopefully, it will get better faster than planned.