OKAY.

The YG auditions are TOMORROW. And all the sudden my confidence decides to drop, like BOOM. 

And I'm starting to doubt myself. Ive been practicing hard but I don't feel confident.

I feel like bailing and just like NOT audition and wait till next time.

I keep telling myself that it's for the experience, so I can actually say I had the guts to audition for a major entertainment company.

Im also auditioning for SM so, I have a bigger chance at getting in. And my doubt sets in again.

And I have to keep telling myself,

"Listen. Just have fun and it's not the end of the world if you don't get in. And get an idea of how auditions are and where to improve."

Still. 

MY CONFIDENCE. WANTS. TO WUSS OUT.