2012/07/01, Leader's Birthday, D-3 of y, Single & Free MV. D-2 to Clown Mask MV, and D-8 to Heenim's birthday.

 

 

Dear, our handsome china man, HanGeng.

 

I miss you chinaman. I MISS YOU. since you're the one who's far away from all of sj..

 

i really hope you still contacted with sj members, i would be really happy if you are.

 

just once i watch the interview in radio star that now kyuhyun is one of the MC or host.

the host asked suju did you ever contacted them, and really. they said NO.

did you really did that hannie? i really didnt believe that, before. but then i realized that maybe you still contacted wth your closest friends such as siwon and heechul. and maybe kibum too.

 

 i'm wayy too happy if i hear your voice in sj song, especially your voice in SJ-M's Marry U ending. I'm happy that you sing one of my best part.

 

and the important thing is, heenim. he's really happy if someone said your name in front of him.

just like once i read a fanaccount.

 

the person said she (i'm sorry but i think you're a girl) went to your sisters shop named K Story. You're there, so she ask heenim for his sign.

 

and you know what, the hottest man in china? that ELF is from a hanchul fanbase. i forgot it but maybe that ELF gave heechul a gift and there's a "geng chul" in china.

Heenim asked her "i know this!! this is geng right? i know!!." he's really happy there.

 

then one of a worker saw the girl's wallpaper was YOUR picture. and the worker said "Ah, hangeng. i like that guy."

Heejin unnie, who is heenim's sister AND I KNOW THAT WAS your sister too said "Me too!."

 

And THEN, heechul heard it and said. "yah! gengchul!."

see? HE MISSES YOU. HE LOVES YOU. ALL OF THEM LOVES YOU. i know its not your fault to leave sj, and i know that you want to come back to suju if you can.

 

then, you remember? when you leave SJ and its your birthday, you celebrate it in a tv show. and what's surprising is, SIWON BECAME YOUR SURPRISE GIFT. yeah, i started to cry there. i hope after the show you still talk with siwon about everything. EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE EXPLAINED, HANNIE.

 

its not that i'm mad, i missed you so badly. sorry.

 

i only ship hanchul, but i know you're close to siwon and probably LEETEUK too. the greatest leader, that i love. and you love too, i hope. you know, he always mention you, he always think that you;re still in SJ. you're still the part of the family.

 

maybe you hate SM, just like i do a half. maybe you followed jaejoong junsu and yoochun hyungs? i dont know. but it must be impossible.

 

the first thing i want to do is just want to cry out loud if i saw news or articles about your case, or hanchul sad stories, pictures. EVEN YOUR PICTURES, GRINNING WITH HEECHUL, I JUST WANT TO CRY.  i really cant take it, hannie.

 

and i saw a fan of you two, wearing lady hee hee's clothees and the back says "LADY HAN CHUL." You know, they ship you two, just like me. i see you're really happy when you saw her, and i know you must be really happy too if you meet heenim...

 

what i'm trying to tell you is. all of them miss you. all of them needs you. just like US. WE, ELF MISSES YOU. Because you know, we got a promise to do. "13+2+1=ONE." Do you know what that means?

 

I bet you know. 13, INCLUDING YOU, Heenim and Kibum. Kangin just came back, i hope kibum will come back, and i can tell heechul will. but i'm afraid, you wont.

 

2, Zhoumi and Henry. I ONLY KNOW THAT SUJU ONLY 15. I love henry and zhoumi too.

 

and 1, us. ELF. we are family, we are one, hannie.

 

And we need you.

 

We really want you to come back to SJ, we want it badly. I WANT IT SO BAD. just like a famous fanbase of suju, they still support you by putting your album there in the side of the blog.

 

but, even though you didnt want to go back to suju now, i, or we still support you no matter what. you just made your second album. the first one was wild cursive, and the second one will be clown mask which released in 3rd july. I know clown mask is a little bit scary, but YOUR HANDSOME FACE MAKE ITS ALL GONE. (so random)

 

 

And you know, hope you really did all the same. I'm not saying that i love you more than heechul. because i love both of you guys. the reason why i ship you guys is that.

 

remembering moments llike that, its just like when your birrthday with heechul, kangin and shindong. Heechul was the only one who's really excited! he adore you so much and said you're handsome. you grabbed hands with him really long time. and if i see the picture of you two in there, heechul looked like your wife and you're the husband.

 

when i heard you want to married a chinese girl? i shocked. i relly want to burst my tears out. and, i crept tumblr "hanchul" tag. and it makes me more depressed.

 

Hankyung hyung, did your mother really likes heenim? i heard that your mom bought a lot of things when you go home to china for heenim. i see your mother love him too, do you too?~

 

kangin said you're a gift from a god, because you're some kind of miracle, for me. and for them.

and just like heechul, you're unforgettable. You're still a part of suju. remember that, hannie.

 

 

and what i imagine is... when heechul out of the army, you come back to suju.. that will make me really happy indeed. its not like i'm happy, like my life is really complete with that.

 

Whatever you are. Hankyung, Hangeng....

Whenever you are. Korea, China, or others...

 

I love you,

I will still say this to you.

 

I dont care. I dont care if i have to say it with "Saranghaeyo" or "Wo ai ni" or even "Aieru", i dont care. what i care was you really know the meaning.

 

until today, i watched Wild Cursive MV for thousand times already, but i still miss you. Hannie, i miss you. And i dont know when i will stop missing you. and the only way to stop me missing you was, KIDNAP ME FROM MY HOUSE AND MARRY ME! No, -_-

 

Tell that you still love ELF, and suju members.

Call Heechul, Siwon, and other suju members. often okay ;))

Sometimes, visit Korea if you can~ you can visit my house too in indonesia if you want >< (ew what)

And the importnt thing is, COME BACK TO SJ. I'll make sure i wil stop missing you badly like now.

 

From me, ELF. Petal/Undeads and Gengfan/Gengsters. With love

 

Wo Ai Ni, Hannie..

Wo Men Xiang Ai Do Yong Yuan~

Jia You <3

 

Super Junior with Uri Chinaman ;; I hope they can be like this again, plus Sungmin & Kangin and it'll be perfect. I hope so..

 

 

 

 

 

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