Really stumped at the moment D:

So I met this guy at the mall the other day with my cousin (He's gay) and my best friend. Man, could it have turned into such a Call Me Maybe ending TT^TT. I really didn't think that would HAPPEN. Ok, so, the guy I met at the mall works over at Hottopic and my friend was just bugging me about how she saw a really cute guy at the counter. She was all like:

"Maybe you two could hook up! I mean, you're both Asian, things can work out~"

And I'm like -__-" Really? "cause we're both Asian? Really??

Me-"I not looking into a relationship right now..." Lies. I can't get into a relationship [Insert Forever Alone meme here].

Best friend: "Oh, come on... You haven't had a boyfriend in what? Since before valentine's day??"

Me: "You really had to bring that up??" (Last boyfriend broke up with me 2 days before Valentine's and gave the giant teddy he was going to give to me and gave it to another girl. He's on his 6th girlfriend since we broke up. Douchey little .)

Cousin: "Just check him out at least. He's really, really cute."

Me: "Unless the guy looks like ing Kim Myungsoo, then, no." But, I eventually gave in and went to the counter. He didn't look like Myungsoo, but he was pretty good looking. I was too shy to say hi or start any kind of conversation so, my cousin offered to do it for me.

Cousin: "Hi, you're really good looking!" (How straight forward can he ing get??)

Cute guy: "Yeah? Thanks, you're pretty cute, too."

And then it dawned on me. . THEY'RE FLIRTING. On the outside I was all like, hmm, just looking at these cute headphones... But on the inside I was like "NOT AGAIN."

I have this weird magnet that attracts men... who are gay.

AND IT'S NOT FAIR.

Really, I've met like at least 5 guys the past two years who are almost my ideal type but they're gay. I don't mean it as offense to anyone who's gay out there, no. I mean, the thing is, I'm jealous of them TT^TT
 

Gay people are so damn perfect. They're all mostly handsome, great skin, great hair and great personalities!!

If reincarnation stuff is real, I hope I get reincarnated as a guy and I'll become gay. Yesh, that's my soul purpose in my next life~ And I'm not ing kidding either! I'm not joking about becoming a guy and turning gay. I don't give a mother ing if anyone thinks that's wrong, or weird or what-the-ing-ever people think. Because, heh, Ima take being good looking to an advantage and take on any man that comes to me. LOL. If only my personality gets reincarnated too T^T I'm so shyyyyyyy.

Being gay takes me to another thing I wanted to talk about on this blog today.

My cousin was always bullied when he was in high school simply because he liked the same . I really don't understand what the hell is wrong with liking the same God damn gender!! Ok, I know it's been set that you're supposed to fall in love with the opposite gender just because the fits in the  and that makes babies and that it's destined that men and women are to be together. Not men and men, or, women and women. It's always been, Bob falls for Bobbetta, not Bob falls for Bobbie.

But, men and women can fall in love with the same gender. I mean, was there ever a law that you can't fall in love with a certain someone? There's that marriage law where you can't marry the same gender, but isn't Obama or that other guy running for president (I'm not into politics, sorry lol) starting to like, take that away??

Sorry, I just feel like I need to support my cousin with his choice in life ^^ .  'Till this day he gets stares from people because he's really feminine and wears women's clothing from time to time. Just saying... it's ok to do that... heck, I've dressed up as a dude before back when I was in the 7th and 8th grade. Did I care that people looked at me? NOPE. You shouldn't either. Be proud you're who you are :)

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Does this blog even make sense to anyone ?

Probably not TT^TT

I even confuse myself...