The moment Seul Heon was born, something went wrong. No one knew the cause for it, but she was often the blame. Her father always told her that her mother's last words were, "No child carries their parents' sins. No child should carry any blame." Unfortunately, those words were used against her in the form of, "These were your mother's last words. She cared about you even when she was on the brink of death and this is how you respond? She would be devastated." She was always misunderstood even if she wanted to do something for someone else. She lived with her father alone and suffered from verbal child abuse as well as bullying. When she was 4, what was left of the family packed up and moved to South Korea to live with their Korean relatives in GwangJu, for her father and his family was Korean. Her mother was Chinese. Although one would expect that it would be her mother's parents that would treat her bad, this is not the case. As it turns out, her father's parents absolutely adored her mother and were a pair of very prejudiced people. They despised Seul Heon and believed that if she hadn't been born, then her mother would still be alive. 

As she grew older, she noticed the whispers around her growing. It was when she was 7 years old and curiosity got the better of her. She heard her grandparents and her father whispering heatedly, their voices growing louder and louder by the moment, and she decided to eavesdrop. Her heart dropped then. They were talking about how she was the 'Devil's child' and how she was a shame to the family. How she didn't belong there. How they wished that she could be kicked out. What hurt her the most was that her father, someone she had always admired and looked up to because of his tenacity, had agreed to them. 

In school, things were not any better off. Since she was so quiet and everyone else around her was loud and noisy because they were excited to meet new friends, they had immediately labeled her as a 'weirdo,' and the bullying began. She didn't fight back for herself when it first started because she thought the reason for it was that the bullies were probably shy and didn't know any other way to approach her, but soon, as she escalated the grades, that thought changed. She learned how they despised her for being so quiet and different, so they had decided to make sure she wants to become like them. Once she found out about this, the first thing she did was sigh. The second thing she did was start to become stronger so that she can fight back, retaliate against them. When bullies approached her again in her first year of high school, the first thing she did was smile at them sweetly. Then she said; "You should have come 9 years earlier." After that, she completely ignored them unless they directly did something to her. 

However, the situation at home was different because even though she had become stronger, no matter what she did, she couldn't and wouldn't hurt her own family members no matter what they did. Her grandparents told her to clean all the rooms in the house, do the laundry, wash the dishes, cook breakfast, dinner, and lunch, make the beds, everything. She complied to their requests only because they actually made her physically stronger. Physical things, she didn't mind at all. But when it came down to them criticizing her and bringing her down openly, she was often compelled to feel ashamed and low. Her father did the most damage to her. He was a hardworking man, but he was stern and uptight. When her mother died, he was firm in his belief that Seul Heon was a bad child and she shall not experience luxury. He would deem her as a worthless, useless creature that no one wants. Because of that, she has suffered trauma. Instead of staying weak and unable to help herself, however, she developed the whole "Giving in? Backing down? What the heck does that mean?" personality and started to talk back. She would never, ever hit them, though, even if they hit her. Whenever she was upset, she would rush outside of the house to find comfort. 

Which brings us to the story of how she discovered a shed in the middle of the woods. Her house was originally near the woods in the first place, so she had been out exploring to forget about her frustrations due to her limited activity. She was looking up at the sky and seeing the sun through the tree's leaves when suddenly, there was no ground for her to step on and she fell. She got a few minor scrapes, but she rolled into a small, wooden shed. She looked inside and there was a small hammock, some pieces of paper, a notebook, a few broken up pencils, an old IPod, crumpled and ancient pictures, and a window. To her, it was rather cozy. The shed became her own personal spot, and she would go to it everyday or whenever she felt like she needed the consolation from that secluded shed. She didn't know who it belonged to; just that it belonged to someone with the initials of J.Y., for those letters were carved in the door of the shed as well as the IPod. The songs in the IPod were full of songs that included rapping in them; it was how she started her interest in rapping since she would listen to those songs all day. 

Finally, she met someone whom she could connect to and that person had given her an amethyst, tear-shaped necklace. It wasn't purple, though. It was a beautiful, blazing red color that gave her strength, even more than what she already had. That person left a deep impact on her, but the memories of that person are vague and fuzzy. All she remembered about him was a deep, rich voice and a tall, well-built figure. 

When she told her father of her decision to try out for the Super Junior Co-Ed group, he immediately disagreed. They had full blown arguments over this and Seul Heon felt more frustrated than ever because she had finally found something she wanted to do, something she would enjoy doing. One day, he reached his limits and he struck her, hard, across the face with his calloused palm. Her cheek stung and she had felt the tears prickling, but she didn't cry. Instead, this was the one time that she hit a family member; she clenched her fists and grit her teeth. Then she swung her leg and kicked him in the abdomen, shouting, "I DON'T CARE IF YOU ING DON'T LET ME GO BECAUSE I'LL LEAVE BY MYSELF." It was then that she was disowned from her family, but she didn't regret her decision. If she needed anywhere to go, she could go to her mother's family in China. 

Personality Information.
 

Personality:      

Well. Seul Heon is someone who does not do things unless it is beneficial. On the bright side, what she considers as beneficial can be happiness, whether it's an emotion inflicted upon her or someone else. It can also be made of materials, too, though. She loves watching people quarrel and argue immaturely, because she believes it brings her amusement. Oftentimes, however, she can be rather serious and keep quiet. Very quiet. Quiet to the point where she just fades into the background and is forgotten until she makes a sound or someone realizes taht she's there. 

Seul Heon is stubborn. The idiom, 'stubborn as a mule,' is not a good description of her. She's as stubborn as a giant boulder in your path that you just can't get around or break through. Once she is set with an opinion or thought, she rarely lets go of it unless there is someone who willingly takes a jackhammer and drills their way through the boulder. She has only met one person who was like that and that person was someone she never forgot about, even though their meeting took place WAY back because honestly, the majority of the people these days would give up and find another way before actually trying. However, even though she's stubborn, there are times when she gives in because she really doesn't think she would get anything out of it, hence her 'benefit-obsessed' personality as was aforementioned.

Seul Heon is competitive beyond belief. Once her heart as been fired up, she will never, ever give up until she reaches her goal or defeats the person who dared to provoke her. This trait follows along with another trait of hers; determination. If she really wants to do it, then she will, and everyone around her would know it once they have a look at her eyes. Despite her rather easygoing appearance, she proves that the saying, 'Don't judge a book by its cover' is true. With her perky, light brown hair, round, soft, ivory face, and deep, chocolate eyes, anyone would think that she's kind and beautiful. Which is a total contradiction to how she really is. Anyway, she does not lose her temper very easily but at the same time, doesn't understand the meaning of "backing down."

 
Seul Heon tends to bottle everything up inside of her. When the bottle's cap finally explodes from the tension and pressure kept within, she panics and hyperventilates, something very uncommon because she can withstand and endure many things. Either that, or she would visit the rooftop and start screaming and/or shouting and punching the wall. She wouldn't trouble or burden others and instead carries all the burdens upon her own back, the reason for it being "Their hatred and despising of me is a benefit. If that is not how they view me, then them seeing me as a good person is also a benefit." No one ever took the time to figure out what it meant for they already loathed her because in order to keep them from being troubled, she would do something that would make them see her in a bad light. Whenever she smiles, it would be a smile of amusement or anger. She disagrees with the quote, 'People are lonely because they build stone walls instead of stone bridges.' Instead, she prefers this quote. 'Some people don't build wooden walls disguised as stone to block others out. Some people only build these walls because they yearn to see someone who would care enough to break through the disguise and break through these walls.' Because that is a secret yearning of hers, something she has wished to happen ever since there was a certain incident.

A word that is often used to describe her or a word that is used around her name is Notorious for she had created a reputation for herself from the people that were once her friends. 

 
'Backing down? I won't infringe your own opinions, but tell me, what will that do? If you back down, they will all think you're easy unless you can prove them otherwise. Backing down will only give them confidence that they can trample all over you because they will see you as afraid. Backing down does not only damage your reputation, it damages your pride and honor and dignity. And for one thing, I am a person who is confident, proud to the point I'm bursting, and dignified. So even if I get hurt, I'll get hurt knowing that I actually tried rather than think, "I can't do it. This is impossible." Because if you put yourself to it, what's impossible may be possible.' - When someone insisted that she run away from a gang, she had told them this and promptly left.

Seul Heon can be thoughtful, calm, and cold. She will watch others as thoughts run through her mind, and make spiteful remarks that bring her amusement through another's annoyance. If she believes she does not like someone or that person did not make a very good first impression, then they shall not be permitted any entrance to her heart. She is not one of those girls who are tough and cold on the outside but on the inside, vulnerable and sensitive and warm and kind. She is someone who is thick, inside and out, in terms of steadiness. That means she will not sway easily under influence and she will remain faithful to her own beliefs. 

Seul Heon, once she loves something, she will be zealous and passionate about it. She will not allow anyone to make fun of it nor disrespect it in anyway, and she often goes to extreme measures in order to keep others quiet about anything they dislike from something she loves. Very rarely is it ever a person.       

One last thing; when she feels playful, she will be playful and mischievous. She, if she wants, could pull various tricks on people, and so she is often seen as a troublesome, unwanted bother. However, it's one of the things that she thinks keeps her human even if others don't like it. Sometimes she would try to apologize and get along with others, but usually, she doesn't.                                                                                                                                                

Likes:

- Food. FOOOOOD. Can't live without it.

- Strength. It allowed her to be who she is now.

- Sleep. What better way is there to get some rest?

- Amusement. An epic source of entertainment.

- Thrills, nerve-wracking, exciting experiences. What memories are there without them?

- Skies. She is interested in how no matter how vast the world is, no matter how many people there are, the sky will always be the vastest and everyone would be under that very sky.

- Adrenaline.

Dislikes:

- Self pity-ers.

- Weaknesses.

- Sympathy.

- The dark. [It reminds her of something unsettling because in the dark, you will never be certain of what is there.]

- Boredom. One of the things she despises with all her might.

- Heat.

Fears: 

 the dark - she can't exactly procceed normally or work properly when she is in the dark. 

heights - although she can usually stand it, if she is too high up, she would be deathly afraid. Standing on a stage is fine; looking down through the window in an apartment building is not.                                                                                                                                          

Talents: 

 -  Playing the flute

- Playing the harp 

- Despite it being rather out of the ordinary, being able to fit in with children easily and enjoy their presence. 

- Talking back

- Debate award-worthy comebacks whenever in an argument

- Annoying/freaking out/angering others

- Math.                                                                                                                                                                                                             

Habits: 

 - Playing with her bang; they're pretty long but they frame her face at the sides. 

- Shaking her leg. Omg. Like a motor. LOL. 

- Smirking out of nowhere from watching and amusing scene. [Which usually leads to them getting all 'What?! Weirdo.' at her LOL]

- her necklace. 

- Cracking her knuckles in the manner that people always think delinquents would do. e.g.; curling one hand into a fist and wrapping the other hand around it. The 'middle' knuckles should be around the palm and then you push those knuckles and they crack :D

- Whenever she's annoyed or frustrated or angered, she tends to clench her fist tightly or hurt herself in order to distract her from such negative emotions.                                                                                                                                                                                                               

Hobbies:

- Eating

- Napping

- Training [To become stronger]

- Gazing at the sky

- Sleeping in the shed

- Doodling

- Pulling pranks on random people, be they friends or frenemies or plain enemies; it's always been something she enjoys doing just to see their reactions. 

.Appearance Information.
 

Looks

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Just apply this onto the pictures: 

She has creamy, auburn-chocolate eyes that can pierce through your soul. She has a sharp jawline and thin, pale pink lips. Her skin is rather smooth and has a healthy glow. She has a scar beneath her eye. She has a tall, slim build. She is rather flat and doesn't have much curves. Most of her beauty is aimed towards her face.

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Ulzzang: Ho Jun Yeon