You know when you get that feeling that you'll never cry when someone important leaves your every day life? But, you just end up crying and missing them. I had that, we went on Carnival Splendor for a week with my whole family, probably up to 60 people in total. We just went to each others' rooms and had small parties (well, not that small that it wouldn't fit all 30 of the kids! Including me!). We just then were apart of our everyday lives. But we knew our cousin Vannie and her family had to leave one day. They couldn't stay here forever! (Mostly because most of her family lives in my house for the summer and I sleep on the floor.) And since she had back surgery, she had to sleep on soft things. So she couldn't sleep at my house. Right now, I'm crying while writing this because I woke up today, and my cousin's family wasn't there so that was when I knew they wer gone. Until Christmas, or November. I wish someone could just hug me and say it's alright.