to update or to not update?

that ultimately is my question.

i already have the next chappie for whispered lies (was posing as busy with work when all that time, i was typing the update away, nyahahahaha!)

like i confessed to 129alphabet, i originally had this story as a one-shot thingie but now, i dunno. it's stretching out into this monster!

one part of me is urging me to type out the whole story so i can update one chappie (or 2 if i squeeze my brain more) so yeah, 1 or 2 chappies per day just so i can finally get the story out of my system.

another part is nudging me to press the delete button.

im getting addicted to writing! and i cant have that! coz i need to work and take care of my children and, and, and... i need to do a lot of other things!!!

kyaaah!

sorry. have no one to vent this out to, to, i dunno who!

writing is sooooo gratifying. makes me want to wish i did it earlier.

now im really rusty and i constantly need my thesaurus' help, which is no burden coz it's my absolute fave book. hands down.

im rambling. where was i? oh yeah.

update or delete?????