Honest Truth
I don't think I am not a good friend.
Sure I listen, but I don't think I'm the friend that will come pick you up if you call (mostly becase can't drive or have a car)
Anyways, I always have an inner turmoil and no one to really talk to.
My friends are far away or are busy and I can't open up to them fully.
I just feel so alone.
Selfish and Self centered, that is what I am and always will be.
No one fully understands me and no one can truly love me because I don't love myself.
I've thought about dying and have no fear of it.
I don't have the courage to do it though.
It only leads to more pain and I don't want that.
I want someone to know me, understand me.
Theres no one and there never will be.
I'm crying, always crying but I hide it because.... I am not the type to cry.
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