BEWARE THIS IS A SUPER LONG POST WELL IN MY OPINION. I TYPED THIS ON MY IPOD SO IT'LL BE HARD TO READ . SO YAH. DONT READ IF YOU DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOUR BRAIN CELLS JUST YET. Okay. So around March or so, there was this new kid. And I must say he was pretty damn attractive (imo) and I actually had the courage to talk to him..... ABOUT THE SOCIAL STUDIES WARM-UP. -Be patient. I want to tell you my story and background before I tell you the kinda, ish, problem.- I got used to him being around for a week or so, and then after a while, during English, he asked if he could read my autobiographical poem. Of course, I allowed him to, as a fellow classmate. In my head, I hoped he didn't get the 'infinite' part of my poem. But he did, and asked if it was a Kpop band. I literally froze, and then said yes. He said he liked Kpop too and I swear I had some kind of heart attack and looked like the old dude .gif from 'Back to the Future' (x And that's how we somehow became close-ish. Soon after we started hanging out with each other, along with this other girl. ^^. Then we hung out at starbucks after school one time, and he asked for my number and we started texting. Then we started flirting (through text). And soon enough it became Promotion day. Big day for 8th graders. We all get dressed and stuff. I happened to wear this beautiful dress (he picked it out). And I get all dolled up and crap. Everyone compliments each other, some girls are wearing super tight dresses ><, and guys looking classy. I was with my friends talking and smiling, his arms around my shoulder, all that good stuff. Oh yeah, and he kissed me on the cheek too and told me that my lips were tempting... No big deal. ><; I knew for sure, that I completely fell for this dude. When I knew I was like: HOLY ECHA THIS IS NOT GOOD YOU HAVE FEELS FOR THE GUY NOW YOU'RE GOING TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS LOVEY DOVEY STUFF GOING ON IN YOUR MIND AND PRETTY SOON YOU'RE GOING TO REALISE HE'S GOING TO BE ANOTHER EARNEST SOMEHOW SOMETIME AND THEN YOU'RE GOING TO CRY BECAUSE OF HIM ECHA WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU HAVE LOST YOUR MIND VRJJHNDB ANZFKCHAKAZLDLAJHKSDHDKGDVHOSQFIGW ECHA THIS GUY IS GOING TO HAVE A BIG IMPACT SOMEHOW. And this all happened. -except the earnest part- Okay. There was my background. Now here's the problem. A few days ago, we were texting and then I said something that he'd like to hear; (-these are his EXACT words.-) Him: Omg. Will you marry me now? Please bare my children. Me: Got you there, didn't I? ;D Him: Yes. Now can I get you to stand with me at our wedding? Me: We're going to elope? Him: No baby. I will convince your parents to approve of our marriage no matter how long it may take. Me: .....Are you serious? Him: Was that a bad answer? :c Me: Nonono! I just wanted to know if you were joking around. I'm just gonna stop there. I honestly thought he was joking around about this marriage thing. But guise, what if he's not joking? What if he actually wanted to marry me? What if this guy is just playing me? What if I'm just something to play with so he'll get over his ex of 3 years? What if this whole post is useless? Yeah. That's it. Sorry if this problem isn't really a problem and you just read this for no reason. I just didn't wanna keep this all to myself.