I REMEMBER the day you said, TELL ME GOODBYE. I knew that it would be our LAST FAREWELL, that it would be the end. You said that maybe it's not yet the right time for us to be together, but I DON'T UNDERSTAND why you had to leave. OF ALL DAYS we had our good times and bad times, why did you choose that day for us to break up?  You had always known WHAT IS RIGHT for our relationship so I didn't try to argue, though I cried A FOOL'S ONLY TEARS and my heart was already breaking for trying to accept your decision. You held my hand as you tried to calm me down while we walked through the beach, saying that EVERYTHING would be alright. BABY DON’T CRY you said to me as you wipe the tears away. I tried to listen to what you said and believe that this FOOLISH LOVEwill eventually find its way back to us. I remember the SUNSET GLOW you seem to emit as you looked into my eyes, forcing a smile on your face even though you were crying as well. The scene was SO BEAUTIFUL yet so painful. You gave me a last kiss before you said GOODBYE BABY and walked away in the night, never turning back. I wanted to tell you to STAY but no words came out of my mouth as soon as I opened it because I was too broken inside. I tried to run to you and trap you in my arms but my EMOTION made me too weak to even keep myself from standing up. And that is when I thought that maybe I was never really meant to be WITH YOU.

So I sit here in this CAFÉ, where we said our first HELLO to each other, reminiscing the days we had spent here, hoping to see you again. I’m drinking our favorite CAFFE LATTE, remembering how I accidentally spilled it over you, never knowing that it would be the start of everything between us.TONIGHT would make the first year since you left me, a 1 YEAR STATION full of sadness and longing. When I attended my friend’s wedding, I felt my heart ache as I saw her in her WEDDING DRESS, thinking that we should have been married now if only you didn’t leave without a trace.

Our LOVE SONG is now playing, and I wonder if you are still listening to it. I remember that playing in the background the same time we admitted to each other that WE BELONG TOGETHER. It was amazing to think how we were able to MAKE LOVE bloom from all the LIES that surrounded us, how nothing seems to matter as long as we love each other. You told me how I made you feel like you’re onTOP OF THE WORLD whenever we’re together. And in return, I told you that you will always be myNUMBER ONE. You made me feel like a beautiful BUTTERFLY whenever I am down. A smile force its way into my lips as I remember how you used to FOLLOW ME when I go to different places just to make sure that I am safe even though you have something important to do also. I miss the times you would whisper BABY GOODNIGHT and kiss me on the forehead before every time I go to sleep. I remember the first fight we had, I was so mad and disappointed that I didn’t even wanted to talk to you, but you were stubborn, so you bought me a LOLLIPOP as a way of telling me you’re sorry, childish yet very sweet, I thought, so I accepted it and we acted like we had never fought before. I have always imagined myself spending my FOREVER WITH YOU, but I guess I was wrong.  Why did you have to go away just when I thought I had already found SOMEBODY TO LOVE?

DAY BY DAY I tried to look for you. Even though I am already like a CRAZY DOG looking for its owner, I don’t care as long as I will see you again. It’s like I have always been MAD ABOUT YOU and I am aware that there is no cure for this madness. Every night I raise my HANDS UP into the heavens, praying to God to get rid of this loneliness. But I know that it will still be here UNTIL WHENEVER fate brings us back together again. . I thought that when I wake up in the morning I would forget about you, but as soon as I opened my eyes, memories of us began flooding my mind like a BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER, filled with happiness but with a matching headache or should I say heartache. I tried to live AS IF NOTHING IS WRONG but I know that I am only fooling myself. I tried to be STRONG BABY but whenever I remember how we were back then, I can’t help but to break down.  It’s so hard to BREATHE when I know that the main reason I do so is already gone. You had been my OBSESSION ever since, that, at least, gives me a reason to live. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO now that I am nothing without you?

I don’t understand why you DON’T GO HOME here, where you belong. Sometimes I think that you’re just a STUPID LIAR, making me believe all your promises that we will be together until the end and that nothing will ever come between us. Sometimes I think that you’re just a HEARTBREAKER, playing with my feelings and emotions. BUT I LOVE YOU too much to hate you and to doubt you. You know that I’LL BE THERE whenever you need me. I’ll be BRINGING YOU LOVE when you feel that everyone around you seems to turn their backs against you. So please, LET ME HEAR YOUR VOICEagain telling me how much you love me, how much you want to be with me again. Because you know that I love you and that I will ALWAYS wait for you no matter how long it takes. And because you areand will always be MY HEAVEN.