I promised Kimi that I would explain the dreams I had... I seemed to have been too engrossed with KPOP that even in my subconscious, I still have them in my head. So yeah, I have dreamt of idols several times but never to my satisfaction...

Disclaimer... some of these dreams, I had a bit of a time ago so I can't remember everything crystal clear...

1.

One of the dreams I had that I can remember is one with Bigbang... it was one of those dreams where you can only see your surroundings... like you really were there. So I got inside a room and was ushered by Bigbang's maknae Seungri to a chair in front. It was probably a restaurant because there were other tables (if I remember correctly) and there were dimmed lights... then I heard music and I just noticed that the dark thing in front of me was a stage covered by a stage curtain... when the curtain parted, I saw all five of Bigbang seated on stools, wearing tuxedos/suits and holding a flower each.

They sang a song and they handed me the flower they were holding one by one (sorry I can't remember the song anymore >.<)... SeungRi was the first to hand me a yellow rose, followed by Daesung who was holding a light pink rose, Taeyang was next and he kneeled in front of me before giving the white rose... I remember being excited because GD was my fave member and he was singing while looking at me and holding that beautiful red rose. My long lost soul brother was next... he went off the chair and bowed politely before patting the rose to my cheek.  I blushed (dunno why) and I was ecstatic knowing that it was GD's turn... when TOP sits back on his chair, GD slowly slid off his... he stopped a few steps away from me and continued singing.... when he finally held the red rose in front of me... I woke up. (stupid dream right?)

2. This dream was the reason why MBLAQ's Mir became my sheep.

I was in a classroom... it was the typical korean/japanese high school room, beside me near the window was MBLAQ's Mir and on my other side was MBLAQ's leader SeungHo. I do know that there was a teacher inside the classroom but I was busy looking at TVXQ's Xiah Junsu who was sitting in front (bad example but I knew I was staring at him), in my dream... Junsu was busy taking down notes and was oblivious to my stares... that was how everything was until I heard someone mumbling... I turned my head and saw Mir sleeping on his desk looking like a ruffled sheep. I turned to the other side and was eye to eye with Leader SeungHo who seemed to be disturbed by the sleeping maknae as well. I was angry then and I whispered/asked SeungHo if I could whack Mir's head to wake him up because apparently his mumbles disturbed my Junsu staring time. SeungHo told me not to cause it was almost time to go home. I knew I was death glaring the sleeping kid but he was oblivious and then he was mumbling something like "meat, mine, don't touch, no"... I could still feel that I was pissed and I was glaring at the younger then I woke up.

If that was a real life thing, I don't think I can resist Mir's adorable sleeping face... and when I woke up that day, I was like... where's cheondoong? I dreamt of MBLAQ and my bias wasn't there??

3. Latest one.. probably triggered by the last JYJ controversy...

I was in a room with Mr. SooMan and other scary looking old guys... I was seated between Yoochun and Junsu, Jaejoong on Yoochun's other side and YunHo and Changmin standing behind us. Mr. Sooman in my dream was smiling and he handed several sheets of paper to the six of us...I remember feeling scared because of the sheets of paper but I didn't know why. Then Mr. SooMan smiled ( a little creepily) at me and he said, "Sign that paper. It will make you the sixth member and only then will I allow them to come back. "

I knew that all 5 were looking at me and Yoochun (appa T.T) patted my head and told me to do what I want. uh.. fast forward (sorry can't remember what else happened but apparently I think I signed the paper) and then it was photoshoots and stuff... The album title was Rebirth or Reborn (not sure) but we were all wearing black like Mirotic and then the formation kind of changed a bit... it changed to YooChun - Yuki - Junsu-Jaejoong-Changmin-YunHo... I was like the rapper cause of course, those 5 guys are gods.. I can't compare to their voices. Then SME and CJeS agreed to use fanservice to sell the group off so it was YunJae, YooSu and ChangKi or ChangYu... uh, guh... can't remember much anymore... but I woke up after the concert in Tokyo dome. The five hugged each other after the final bow and I was just smiling at the side, when Appa Chun called me to join them... I woke up.

There was a whole lot more to that dream... I'm thinking of making it into a fic but maybe if I remember it all cause right now, its a little fuzzy. So yeah, I haven't had any idol related dream after this... I suppose because it was a fairly long dream, it ate all my other possible dreams.. lolz.