Why's it always the best that I just shut the up? I can't even tell my mom that I'm having a hard time. I somehow call it being responsible, but is it really?

I should really be working on my paper that's due on Saturday but here I am crying over nonsensical stuff and it's frustrating. This is why I don't talk to her. On the rare times that something slips, I get advice that makes me feel like I don't have the right to feel at all. Nice, huh? FML.