*screams incoherence*

This is the moment that I've been waiting for. I finally have an advider for my undergraduate thesis and so it means that I will be so much busy these following days. God answered my prayer. He is really great. And I want to thank Him for guiding me throughout the whole week of waiting in vain. This is the positive thing that happened to me today.

Anyways, there are a lot of negative things that happened to me. I just want to vent out my anger, no I'm not angry anymore. I want to let out this negative energy that is consuming me. My landlady wants me out of her house, my housemates want me out of our house, and I also wnat to be out of the house! I thought my housemates are my friends who will understand me in times like these but they turned out pretty different from what I expected them to be. They treated me like a trash, wanting me to vanish in the snap of their finger.

But I don't care anything about it now. I'm going to forgive them and forget everything about them. They just give me stress. Well, I have so many stressors in my life now so I won't bother to add them up.

I just wish a happy day to all of you.

And I just wish I could go home NOW.