Depression.

Most of you guys don't know me.

 

 

 

But really, I'm just going to let it out;

 

 



A long long long long (x50000000 years ago) I wrote a fanfic and it was when I'm in year 5 or something. I am currently in Year 8, mind you. Back then I wasn't exactly a fluent English speaker because English IS my second language and I arrived in Australia around in Year 3. I was extremely thrilled to find this 'fanfiction' website and abruptly established a fanfic. Which, I admit was an absolute fail and the typical 'noob' fanfics. 

1) my grammar, oh my. Was absolutely T.E.R.R.I.B.L.E
2) my title. don't even mention it, it was crap as.
3) my plot, oh my god. it was a typical drama-like fanfic
 

 


Now that I reflect upon it, I realised how much I've come through. But my heart aches at the harsh and critical comments that scrutinzed me. Comments such as ' I know your new but this is really terrible. Stop writing' and 'You don't even know how to spell SCHOOL. It's S.C.H.O.O.L not scholl' and all this other drama.

 

 


I received heaps of hate and I ain't going to lie. 


I'm hurt. Deeply.


3 years after that fanfic was accomplished.



I feel extremely, saddened. 




Oh well. At least I moved on and now I'm here. I can sense myself slowly improving fanfic but fanfic and eventually I will be an extremely awesome fanfic writer!

 

 

 




But i still have

 

 

 

MANY

 

 

 

MANY

 

 

 

 

flaws ;3


Xoxo11

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OnJongKeyTae125 #1
._______.<br />
my english also too >.< my grammar isn't good.<br />
but I'm trying to improve my fanfics ^^ <br />
we just gotta keep working ard x)<br />
Fighting!
babysach #2
heys, who doesn't have flaws?<br />
i have flaws too (even though i'm your co-author :X)<br />
Anyway, make sure you don't give up! People improve :)
jungminian0403 #3
you can do it! just believe to yourself! I'm with you! :)
missmomentai #4
*my autocorrect is hilarious. "Yellow" is supposed to be "yennow" xD
missmomentai #5
Writing in a second language can be kind of daunting, but you were enthusiastic about fanfiction and that's all that matters ^^ Haters gon' hate :P Bishes didn't have to comment if they didn't like it. They could'be at least had some encouragement, yellow?<br />
And you're a pretty kickass writer now, you just gotta keep on going ;D
Dreams_alive #6
Dun care abt those comments... Believe in urself:) u can do it! Hwaiting~^^
Emperor_Kyungsoo #7
ROFL. If I was you, I would've said something back. Like. "F**k off, if you don't like it, why'd you read it?" OR "Shut up, don't read it, simple as that." LMFAO. Sprinkle some more swears and voila, That is how I would handle it. XD
Accidentally_in_love #8
Please, just write for yourself :) it's the best thing about writing.<br />
Who cares if other people hate it - it's your work and you should be proud of it! :D <br />
Prove those haters wrong and continue writing!! :DD<br />
Good luck with the future! :DD x
valentina #9
If you want my opinion you shouldnt care about what others beleive.. My start with stories too but that doesnt give the right to people to say bad things about others stories..
Xoxo11 #10
@WonderShobe - T-T <br />
They have not life, commenting on MY fanfic Dx<br />
OKAYYY! :D<br />
I'm kidn of over it since I let it out, and realise people actually care <3<br />
Thank you! (:<br />
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@Channy90 - *hugsback*<br />
Hahahaha, thank youus (:<br />
They are so hypocritical, nobody is perfect -.-<br />
I wrote it on Winglin, but I did try my best, haha :)
Channy90 #11
Awwwwww!! *hugs*<br />
Just remember you have written a lot of awesome stories!!! :3<br />
Those haters...well do they think they're perfect or something? Of course no one perfect, but you writing that first fanfic of yours on here...I'm sure you tried your best! :)
WonderShobe #12
WTF? WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE. They're so mean. IF THEY DO NOT LIKE YOUR FICS THEN THEY SHOULDN'T READ. IT'S YOUR FIC. THEY CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE IT. SO THEY SHOULD STFU. KLSJDFSKFJASD;LKFJ<br />
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Some people here are so judgemental. They love to hate! Ugh. laksdjfalksdjf DON'T GIVE A FCK ABOUT THEM, XOXO11. That's the only way you'll get through all those they're throwing at you. alksdjflks;dj flskd jf
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