Sigh...hello people of AFF and those who actually care to read this! :P

I just really wanted to express my grief... I've recently stumbled across old YunJae & DB5K videos and can't help but cry! 

I MISS MY DB5K & ESPECIALLY YUNJAE! :(

I get that some people don't like this pairing [BoyxBoy] but be it lovers or just best friends, I want these two to hang out again! I want them to be able to talk to one another without having their companies interfere! Only they can know just how much they miss one another and what truly happened with the Lawsuit but it just isn't fair to them!

I hate how they had finally achieved thier dreams only to have it shattered by the lawsuit!  I really want them to reunite, I'm pretty sure others do as well but there are those people who actually like the current situation! To those that DO, how can you? Do you honestly not see how different they are now? DBSK duo (I REFUSE TO REFER TO THEM AS HoMin!) are more serious than ever! They hardly smile or joke around and when they do, it seems somewhat forced!

Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu seem to be doing alright but honestly, they don't look happy. Not at all. Because behind those fake smiles/laughs, they're just normal people with the same feelings. I know how they have to act as if everything's alright; as if they aren't bothered by this but I just want them to physically meet each other and cry until they can't form tears anymore.

I felt like bawling my eyes out when I saw this performance! Especially when DBSK duo ft SHINee sang over Balloons! D:

But then I saw it... every YunJae fangirl/fanboy's dream ruined! YunHo with JiYeon taking wedding photos! I don't know what it was for but my heart just broke a bit when I saw this... :(

Come people, whether YunJae is real or not, it's not like they'll go public with it (but goddamn I so want them to!). I know that my idols will eventually get married but as long as they're single, I'll let my fantasy of YunJae live on! I want them to be happy! I really do! They've come a long way after a hard journey!

I miss Dong Bang Shin Ki as five! I remember their debut days! YunHo was so young & cute, JaeJoong was beautifully handsome, YooChun was the crybaby, JunSu was the overly cute one with ayego & ChangMin was the best maknae of all times! :) They still are but I can tell they're holding back how they truly feel just so they won't have their fans worry about them! But don't they know how much we worry when they put up a façade?

I miss YooSu/SuChun [YooChun + JunSu]; Yes, I know that they're in the same group, but they just don't seem as close as they were before! They don't do their dorkiness anymore :( But I still love them :)

I miss YooMin/MinChun [YooChun + ChangMin]; AKA Kiss Couple <3 I miss how they used to team up and bully JunSu; I miss how they used to know everything; I miss how evil and playful they were!

This performance left me fangirling so much! xD V_V

I miss MinSu/SuMin [JunSu + ChangMin]; these boys have known each other longer than the rest; they're best friends and you can tell they love each other :) I miss them so much! :(

HoChun [YunHo + YooChun]; Not much of them but their relationship is brotherly!

<--- I LOVE this picture! xD

YunSu/HoSu [YunHo + JunSu]; I think these two have more of a father-son/brother relationship than love-love but it's just how I see them!

<-- LOL at ChangMin! xD

JaeSu/JunJae [JaeJoong + JunSu]; to me, JaeSu are brothers & share that Umma/Son relationship; they're one of the cutest pairs even though I can't see them as a couple! These two are close and I love them! :)

HoMin/MinYun [YunHo + ChangMin]; Just like HoSu, these two have that father/son relationship aura to them! These two have been through so much & everyone's proud of them! I loved them & miss how carefree they used to act around one another! :( I don't see them as a couple, but I love them no less <3

JaeChun/ChunJae [JaeJoong + YooChun]; AKA Soulmates <3; these two are basically inseparable! They share a bond way closer than the other members! For they are SoulMates <3 I don't usually see them as a pairing, just extremely close brothers! :) I love these two! They've been through hell and come out holding strong!

JaeMin/MinJae [JaeJoong + ChangMin];AKA Soulfighters <3; To be honest, I don't see them as a couple but I LOVE them to death! I miss how they used to fight and give one-touches with violence! <3 Their relationship was Umma/Son to me :) I miss them a lot! <3 Love them too!

And last but not least, my favourite pairing of all time! My #1 Bias of all my K-Pop bands! The one & only

YunJae/JaeHo! [YunHo + JaeJoong]; I prefer YunJae over JaeHo but this pairing I am absolutely in LOVE with! I don't care if they aren't real; those looks & touches and the love in their eyes spoke lots more than what the say about each other! Whether they love each other as close brothers or actual lovers, they will continue being my #1 Bias. Even when they get married and/or have kids, I will still be rooting for this pairing! Nothing and no one can stop me from loving this couple! They are amazing! & my heart aches so badly for them! D: I want them to communicate again! I want them to smile at one another! I want them to console each other! I want them to meet and cry until they can't anymore! I want them to be able to be friends again! Of all the members, these two boys have known each other the longest! They met in 2001 and stood strong for so many years! And because of 1 stinking, unfair, lawsuit, their friendship has to suffer! I love these guys and the day they get to communicate again is the day I will cherish forever! YunJae will prevail! <3 <3

Oh! YunJae Couple~
' JaeJoong has always been with me. '
' My lovely Yunho is so cute. '
Don't forget them.The day you forget is the day you stop believing...

Love you guys! <3

<-- OH MY YUNJAE I WANTED TO DIE WHEN I SAW ALL THOSE BUBBLES THAT THEY SAID !! T____________T

<-- Gosh! 3

<-- That watch <3

  <--- BEST DRAMA EVER! <3

I can post a bunch of other pictures (HOPEFULLY THEY WERE POSTED) but I'd run out of space! I love you Dong Bang Shin Ki 5! AKTF everyone! They WILL reunite one day! :)

SME, it's been 3 LONG and PAINFUL years for them! Please, PLEASE don't make them go through it! :(