I am upset for the same usual reason.

My Mother is getting on my last nerve.

First of all she is always about how I am on the laptop all the time and how I need to get a job. The main reason I am on my laptop all the time now is because I making up for all the lost time when I was at the library untill ing 9 o clock, revising for these stupid exams that I have probably failed anway.

Second of all, I can be at home alone, having a relaxing lazy day and then she'll come home and immediately start lecturing me. She has the power to completely ruin my day.

And now she's saying that I have to come off the laptop at midnight.

WHY?

It's not like I have anything to do tomorrow?! I am just going to stay at home doing all like usual. She's really getting on my last nerve, she doesn't even have a legit reason for me to come off the laptop. She only probably hates it because it's my most prized possesion and it's from my stupid Father. I swear if she could throw it out the window she would.

She was never like this to my sister. And she's always slyly comparing us, saying like "Oh your sister never did that." or "Your sister helped around the house." 

So ing what? I'm not my sister?! Therefore we do not act the same. You gave birth to two children, please remember that.

She only has to put up with me for 2 more years and then I am out of this house. And she knows that. She knows I'm going to leave as soon as I finish college. I cannot wait to get a life.

I am in such a bad mood but I refuse to cry.

I can't wait to move out. I need to get the out of this country and live by myself so people cannot tell me what to do and ruin my day and make me feel upset.

Love from a sad Choding x