Im sorry.., my guilt is indescribable..... I'm so sorry for being a bad son.. Im still in touch with Zico...he too feel guilty for leaving... We're both sorry..and we want you both to live happily... I'm sorry this look like but..I just have to do this.. I don't know if you will take me back as your son.. Im so sorry... Knowing that I'm no longer your son...it..hurts me.. I cried that night and didn't even realize I fell asleep... Im sorry.. If you won't accept me as your son... I understand and back away.. Giving you space... I'm so sorry... But my main words for today is.., I still care and love you umma and appa.... Saranghae