I wrote a song tonight. I don't know if I will ever be able to send it to the person I want to, so for now I thought I would share it here.

I lay in bed late at night
Afraid to fall asleep to you in my dreams
Not because I don't want to see you
But because I know you'll leave me when I wake

Why does it have to be so painful to love someone
Why does it have to be so painful to lose someone
Why cant things be like they used to be
When love and you made me so happy

So many days I want the pain to end
I wish there were a way out, a way to be free
I wish I could just tell life to off and die
But all that would do is make my pain yours

Why does it have to be so painful to love someone
Why does it have to be so painful to lose someone
Why cant things be like they used to be
When love and you made me so happy

People keep telling me I should let go
But how in the world can I let go of you
My happiness has always been because of you
How can I give up on ever being happy again

Why does it have to be so painful to love someone
Why does it have to be so painful to lose someone
Why cant things be like they used to be
When love and you made me so happy

You already know, but I will say it again now
I love you, I want you, I need you
You already know, but I will say it again and again
I love you, I want you, I need you

Why does it have to be so painful to love someone
Why does it have to be so painful to lose someone
Why cant things be like they used to be
When love and you made me so happy

I guess its true, as soon as forever is through, I'll be over you