*hugs U tight* I understand Dear, coz believe me i ever in the situation like U!!! they always ask for help and when i need they help they just gone and left me behind, and yes the betrayal and backstabber.
its okay too cry, but dont you dare to hurt your self, and dear you still have here ^^.... *HUGS U TIGHT* its okay to cry but dont hurt your self okay?? ^^

Aww, thanks :)At least, I have some real friends online :)
I realised that I shouldn't even bother abt them. Heck, it feels even better to be alone than to be with them and worry abt them backstabbing me.
Thanks really to everybody who commented. I really needed some people to talk to and you guys really helped :)

my clique is like pretty little liars. they all hate me deep down. behind my back they talk bout me, but all i tell them is how great they are, give them advice. pay for their lunches,let them copy my hw, treat them like family. but they tell me; your so bossy, stop being so greedy, your so mean/. and i stand there like .....o.o...o.O.....O.O...=.=.....DAFAQ?

heck even the "cool girls and guys" love me better than my friends. So when they found out, ALL my grade class. took my side and like basically ignored them. and thats when it hit me...they hated me because everyone loved me and wanted to hang out with me. and one of my ex-bff said that "since noone hates you, ill hate you instead *chuckles*" <--insert serious face.

and then: i just hung out with the guys in my classes. they are waayyy. more nicer than girls TRUST ME

TIP: If your friends truly loves you, they'll change for you, you can't force them to change. If they can't change then they are not true friends. even the rest of your clique. if a little thing like that made them hate you. theyre not worth it.if they did it once, theyll do it again.

i had something like that happen to me and now that im older i realize it carved who i am today. I dont take anyones and im respected for it. unfortunately you have to harden your heart and only let down that wall when a person is hardworking enough to earn it.

gave you a big hug and i know how that feels my supposedly best friend back stab me when i was in middle and i was a outcast to when i was going to school and dont worry you will meet new people who are better than that so called friend.

Thanks :) I don't want to cry but it just feels so painful when the one you trust the most backstabs you...

*HUGS* it's not worth it people who talk will be reincarnated as toilet paper. and never cry over stuff like that your too nice to be hurting!!!