Confused but Happy
So in my last blog "Feeling Unloved", I was talking about my day. Well, after I posted it, some things happened. The guy messaged me on Facebook saying "Hey, I just wanted you to know that I don't like you more than a friend." *heart is shattered into a million pieces once again* , he friend zoned me. Hey, it's not like we're never going to speak to each other again? Yeah, I wish my stupid heart realized that. So I cried that night and the following morning. That was the first time that I really cried at school and I wanted to be comforted. Instead of going to HOPE (gym) I went to Culinary because I know that's the one place I can find peace and just cry. So I did and my eyes were red and puffy the rest of the day. My friend Tesla, saw me crying, who also knows what is going on and is the only person that I told what happened to besides my Wife, and was with me like the whole day. Me and her have grown on each other and I know I can talk to her when I have no one else.
I was hanging out with her at lunch and we were walking and I saw him with the Canada girl. What. The. . I went on a rampaged. I was yelling and punching the out of things. The thing was, he saw me doing some of it. o.o I had class with him while I was still rampaging but I calmed myself down enough to face him in class and see where we stand. We stood the same as always, friends that still like each other. We goofed around like always and everything was alright.
My Wife and I went the football game (Friday) . The guy, (Dylan) is apart of the football team, so yeah, that's mainly why I wanted to go xD But anyways, this did not want to talk to us! Jerk face -.- After the game they go in and they can like pass you, so, he walked right on by. I stuck my tongue out at him and he flicked me off! I had my mouth wide open and I followed him (with my face/eyes/whatever) till he went into the locker room. Okay, wow, jerk! The thing was, his step father saw it! He was shaking his head so my Wife and I went over and talked with him and his Wife (Dylan's mom). His step dad is funnier than Hell! xD So yeah, we're talking and making fun of Dylan and the other football team. Dylan comes out and we're off and we bid our goodbyes.
The weirdo that I am adds him on Facebook and so does my Wife. I love that he actually acknowledge us as Wives XD
The following (Yesterday/ Saturday) I'm talking to his father and my friend (Oh my gosh, I keep typing "friend" as "fireind". Every single time I keep typing it wrong xD) Tesla (as mentioned above) messaged me on Facebook saying "GUESS WHAT!?" I'm like what? Are you going out with somebody and she's replies that she talked with Dylan. I'm like........ What in the world, is going on?! I'll show you the conversation that they had. (Things might get a little weird)
Dylan starts out saying "hi"
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hi
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YesterdayTesla Mills-
Hey
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut-
how are you?
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Good you ?
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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im good thank you :)
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How is your weekend so far?
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Boering, yours ?
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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same lol
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Wait a min. Are you the Dylan that was talking to Ashley Bell ??
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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Yes
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Mmmm. We have alot to talk about, you got like 10 min ?
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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yeah
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Why dont you like her anymore ? & how you gunna go from Ash;ey to Canida ??
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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i dont like canada and me and ashley are just friends
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Why did you lead her on like that then ?
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If you didnt like hetr ?
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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i didnt lead her on i was just finding out if she liked me i told her before all this happened that i didnt like her more than a friend
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she broke my heart once
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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& why did you lie about your first kiss ? Have you had it or not ?
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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no i havent
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Yeah because she was stupid and she felt really bad about it and then she wanted to give it another try because she really liked you and then you broke her heart !
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You know all day friday she cred about you ?? I really hope that makes you feel y.
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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i didnt want to hurt her by dating her and not paying attention to her i have too much going on to have a gf she is really sweet and nice but i just dont want a relationship right now
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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now your changing your story i thought it was because you didnt like her ?
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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i dont i mean i talk to her in one class then dont see her and i barley talk to her how can i like someone i barley talk to and dont know much about them
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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You get to know them. you have a class yu talk to her in you cant be that bizzy all you have is football and school right ?
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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no i have work and lacrosse too
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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U have lunch in between classes you can see her summers coming up you live down the street from dixie right ?
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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i wont be in the state all summer
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Not being a creep ashley told me one day when we walked to my house.
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still ypu can make time talk to her on fb your just trying to make excuses up shes a really good person and its your lose
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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i can talk to her i just wont see her i know that and i do talk to her on fb when were both on but outside of that we dont talk much
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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If you really liked her you would try harder, js
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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well idk i dont want to get hurt again is my biggest problem
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ik she is sorry for everything but its hard to let go
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Forgive and move on with your life she really likes you and IF YOU WANT TO you should forgive her and give it another shot.
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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idk what i want honistly i told her to move on and she clearly didnt
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im considering it
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Do what you wanna do thats all i have to say about it.
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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ok well im gonna talk to her more and see if there is still a connection
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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If you hurt her just so you know ill fight a boy.
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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i wont
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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You better mean that.
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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i do
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Ight well thats all i had to talk to you about.
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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okay but do u actually want to talk anymore?
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YesterdayTesla Mills
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Im really boerd so actuallly yeahh haha
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YesterdayDylan Jabaut
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okay lol well jw would u like my number so we can talk aoutside of fb
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So yeah that's the legist of it. I went to him saying that I didn't agree with some of the things that were said and that I didn't cry on Friday (which is true) and that I'm sorry about it. He told me that it was okay. We went on the rest of the night talking. So, I guess me and him are going to be just fine.
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