Please look at yourself in the mirror because in case you didn't notice, you are a very very very VERY V-E-R-Y lucky guy to have her as your girlfriend. I was talking to my friend bout her and then she suddenly tells me that you've hurt her, emotionally. I mean hey.. it's very normal. I have never promised any of my ex girlfriends that i wouldn't hurt them because it will not happen but guess what? You crossed the line when you hurt her emotionally, you knew you hurt her and you WALKED AWAY. in case you are too young to understand the golden rules of having a girlfriend, let me explain a few of them to you.

1) You do NOT walk away when she is crying, you get on your ing knees and comfort her.

2) You do NOT flirt with other girls in front of her.

3) You do NOT and I repeat DO NOT tell your friends that she's ugly and you won't ever accept her even if she begged you just because for some ridiculously stupid reason, you don't want to admit that she's your girlfriend. 

4) You do NOT break up with her over 6 times and tell her you still love her and give her false hope to make her hold on

And guess what for brains? You broke all 4. You know what my friend told me? "He's taller, fitter, in a science stream and is a basketballer. Erm, actually, you wanna know what's sporty and fit? I'll tell you what's sporty and fit because playing basketball under the hot sun while showing you fats is not being sporty and fit. You play basketball and you're in one of the best classes in your high school. Erm let's see, I'm in a business management class in a PRIVATE INSTITUTION. Okay what else? Oh right, you play basketball.

Hello? I do these : volleyball, basketball, badminton, tennis, swimming, I play the zither, taekwondo, aikido, kickboxing, krav maga, muay thai, rockclimbing, diving, kayaking and canoeing. There's more but i forgot. Oh please don't tell me you're good at kickboxing. Kickboxing only guards your upper body and your lower half is exposed, one backthrust is all i need to send you flying. Now, let's not talk bout being sporty beccause you'll definitely lose. Let's talk about our personal lives. 

You : in high school, childish(no offence to other high school students), don't know how to treat your girlfriend properly, addicted to dota, don't listen to her talk, rebellious against your parents get into fights and win just because you know a BIT more than others bout martial arts, flirt.

Before you guys ask, no i'm not against him, but he's not giving me anything good to talk about.

I think you guys wanna know how bad he is... I'll just raise two examples, just two out of the tens of bull he has done.

His girlfriend is crying on the school corridor and he's walking with his friend down the same corridor. He sees her, looks at her, walks to her , walks past her without saying anything.

His friends are with him and his girlfriend is within earshot. 

Friend : Will you ever date her?

him : Nah, she's too ugly, who'd wanna date her?

Er excuse me? if she's ugly, why'd you date her? WHAT. THE. . seriously.

And now..

Dear crush,

Why you no like me?! i'm joking.

But seriously, why? I honestly don't know. I've always been nice to you, haven't I? I've always been there when you asked me to, haven't I? I've always tried to make you smile when you were down, no matter how clownish I looked, haven't I? I've always been a friend, been a brother, been a nagging father, a childish elementary schooler, a  supportive senior, a scolding discipline teacher and a loving admirer, haven't I?

I know the feeling is different but I guess none of reading this post could ever understand why god always pairs the worst with the best, the mud with the rose. But honestly, girl, you may not the most beautiful flower, but out of the sea of flowers, you're the one that caught my eye. And maybe I'll hang on, just a bit more to get you. Maybe just a little bit more, just a little bit further, and maybe... just a little more faith is what I need.

I really really really like you but if you don't give me a chance to show that love, I might have to give it to someone else. I would never  tell you lies, I already know the consequences of telling girls lies. And unlike your failed mushy boyfriend, I don't say things like "forever and always" because nothing lasts forever. The only thing I'll say is for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part.

You choose your own path, you don't let him choose your path for you, so, no matter what your decision is, I'll respect it. If you want me to disappear, I swear i'll disappear from your sight, forever. But I'll only do it if those words come out from your mouth. I really hope you come round and call me soon.

Choose wisely, but don't take too long.