I am really lonely, devastated, sad, 

I feel like my whole world is breaking apart

I cant even explain what I feel right now

as i am typing this blog post my eyes are full of tears

tears of saying goodbye to someone who has a large space in my heart

someone who I care about

I never thought i would lose her

I never thought that time will come and I'd have to bid my goodbye to her

but it really hurts me to lose her

I cry everynight praying that she and i would never be apart

everynight I ask GOD "why, why does things have to turn out this way

why do i have to lose all of the people I love one by one?

you already took my mom..

why did you have to pull me apart from my best friend?"