Today is so emotional to me....as a friends and as a housemate.

I dont know if i'm being too sensitive or i didn't have to sad over a small things like this.

ok...my housemates is getting married...so i actually planned to go to their house together with my others housemates. I asked A how she gonna go there? Guess what? She tell me her friends in office also ask her to go with them. So i just said, oh ok why can't we go together right? The problem is solved, i thought.

But last week she told me her office friends will stay at her house (her house actually 30 minutes to the ceremony but from my house it takes 2-3 hours) and she didn't even tell me before. It's just so sad she didnt ask me to stay at her house too.....i guess maybe she didn't want to. I'm fine with it. Really.

Today...i asked her if she have a free time...i want her to accompany me to somewhere...then she said she will going out with her friends to buy some present for my roommates...i told her i want to buy a present too...i asked how many people will go and she was like 'oh a lot....' ok...but never ask me to join them...it's really sad...

i thought our relationship is ok...why she have to acted like this?hello...we are friend right? I cried at my best friends...and she said why i'm crying over someone like that? Honestly because she's my friends...of course you will get hurt if someone hurt you...even they are not your bestfriends...you actually lived with them...it's just it hurt me so bad...

i just need HUG...i can't stop crying...