I don't know why, but I really think I can't trust anyone anymore. I have feelings that Yeollie's really lonely recently, and why?

He always smiles, I know. But when I look deep into his eyes, I just feel wanna cry... His smile is the most amazing miracle in the world. But... I ... I don't know why and how can I feel this way. Just freaking out of my control 

Who can help me through this feeling.

I can't take it anymore. 

Maybe cause I love him so much, I can't stand and see him too lonely. When I saw he got pain his shouder and arms, I was crying too much...

And do you know, I don't trust Myungsoo either. I think I can't let my Yeollie to him or anyone either...

How can I right now? I'm being crazy now...