Taking a few moments before typed this .. Ahaha.. I really want to make a story about how I know this K-Pop world.. I really have to say thanks toward the popular drama : Boys Over Flowers..

The drama led me to K-Pop music and I really feel thankful for that. Because now, I've known and liked many groups like SS501, B.A.P , SECRET , TOUCH , and well yeah.. HIT-5, although they're chinese and not Korean..

Everything started back to 2009~

2009

I was watching one of national channel when the advertisement out. It was an advertisement about a Korean Drama named "Boys Before Flowers" *Yeah.. The translator is --" I know.. * I gasped because Kim Hyun Joong had caught my eyes. For me, among the 4 boys he was the most handsome one.. I fell in love him, I watched the drama because I wanted to see him and I was being curious about this "Yoon Ji Hoo" boy.. I watched each episodes carefully even in that time, I was in my last year of the elementary school. And because that was the first time the drama aired in my country, it was set to be aired on midnight. I often got scolded by my parents because I still woke up at midnight.

I had a friend who loves that drama too.. Yeah, until now (2012) she still loves the drama.. So either I.. Hehe.. I shared many things about that drama with her. I even did some over acting as I acted like I know everything. Should I say thanks to google and Facebook? Time flies by and I had know the characters real name.. I had never fallen in love with the other 3 guys or the main female character.. Yes, my eyes were only for Kim Hyun Joong. I started being his fans, using his photo for my Facebook profile and more.

One day, at Facebook, I met with someone who is older than me *of course!* ~ She told me many things about Kim Hyun Joong's group, SS501.. She told me about her "family"..  The family loves SS501 so much and she asked me if I want to join with that family.. I agreed.. My family was forming from 10 people and all of them love SS501.. Yeah, at that time I thought so..

They taught me about SS501 more and they let me pick my bias, but I love all of SS501 members too!. It was really hard for me to make a different among the boys .. I often couldn't recognize their face.. Specially, when it came to JungMin and Kyu Jong face.. I was already used to know Baby Jun and YoungSaeng's faces, which were so different because YS was still chubby and tooooooooo pretty..

do you know the funny thing ? Although I couldn't make a different between Kyu Jong and JungMin, I chose Kyu Jong to be my bias.. And well....  I chose him while seeing JungMin face.. I said "This guy will be my 'husband'!" -_-" Yeah haha.. But as the time flew, I knew which one is JM and which one is KJ.. And I fell hard for KJ more.. The family also was very warm.. And I'm the youngest one in that family, I always being taught for my attitudes in the fangirling world ^^

2010

I started liking KARA and many bands.. Okay, I have never been KARA's fans, but yes, I almost fell for them. I started listening to old songs of SS501. I had known DBSK too although I didn't know all of their names except for Jaejoong and Yunho. Why? Because one my 'family' member is a hard die Cassiopeia .. *pardon me if I spelled it wrong* She loves that Yunjae pairing .. And often tagged me and the other family members with DBSK's pix.. But sure, I didn't have any feeling toward them. Only knew their face and not their music or something else.

There was a big problem in my family which caused one of my family member went. She left us and I was the most shock member.. Maybe.. I didn't know if the other sisters felt so or not.. Since that time, our family getting further.. But I'm grateful I still contact almost half of them... I'm sure an innocent magnae in the family .____." ~

That time, there was a hyunnies problem in Indonesia.. Why only Indonesia? Because only Indonesia who had that fansclub name.. Sounds weird or familliar to you? :) This fansclub claimed that they were an official fansclub for KHJ, which cause many complains from Triple S.. Bla bla bla.. I don't know if they had claimed themselves as Henecian or not now keke..

The first promotion time which I was able to be looking in SS501 time was LLT period.. That was the very first time I could feel the excitement of being a fans.. I felt happy for them.. Honestly, because it was a first experience of me, looking at their comeback, I was surely being clueless about everything. The sad part about the comeback was, Leader caught H5N1 virus and I even cried when read the news over and over again. I always wished for his healthiness.

And I’m really thankful that he was finally able to be better.

In this year, SS501 cut their connection with DSP. They only being contracted for 5 years, such a very short period of time, isn’t it? Even BigBang could prevent themselves from the 5 years contract. How much I’m wanting them to do something like BigBang, did it to their past. But yeah.. It’s just a dream.

SS501 promised a full album, they only have 1 full album after all. And they had promised to give Triple S 1 more full album before the contract ended. But they couldn’t fulfill it. The members apologized seriously toward the fans. The worst part is, they only promoted it for 2 weeks. The Dream Concert in 2010 was the last Dream Concert for the group.. I don’t know for how long..In this year, I have known U-Kiss too. I know them as a “brother group” of SS501.

And I liked the “kicked” members *sorry for the language*. Yeah, I’m XanBum’s biased. Many of Triple S in my era (what I’m talking bout -_-) loved U-Kiss just because of XanBum. Actually, they only gave eyes on KiBum since he’s Hyung Jun’s younger brother.

I got to know them better and I liked them more after discovered their personalities more. I even cheered for their newest comeback in that time, Shut Up.

June approached Triple S. And that’s the most memorial month for Triple S. SS501 held a X-Concert as a gift and a surprise for the fans. *IT WAS A REAL SURPRISE AS THE VISITORS OF THE CONCERT DIDN’T KNOW ABOUT THEIR APPEARANCE!*

The last time, Triple S saw them as a group on the stage. They have never showed up to be 5 in public these days ;___; ~

And when the end of the year came, I got a message from a K-pop fanbase in Facebook. And guess what I was looking for when I clicked the links they gave me? SECRET’s Madonna video. It’s funny for me because I actually bashed them in the very first time due to their very short outfits. But as I watched it over and over again, I fell in love with them. Until now xDD

So, it was official for me to become a fan of a girl group. The really first girl group I’m falling into. I also fell in love with a rookie group in this year. The first debut of them in entertainment industry. I thought that they would be very famous until…….

2011

The bad news came. U-Kiss “kicked” their members, it was already official. I was shock. I wanted to scream, I wanted to save XanBum only for myself, what a weird hope hahahaha.

They held a farewell showcase in Brastagi,Medan,Indonesia. Probably the last concert for Alexander as a member of U-Kiss. Kibum didn’t go along with them because he had cut off the contract earlier, not like Xander. Many Triple S cried for that. And many of Indonesian Triple S came to support Xander for the mini showcase.

They did a project to show to the Big Boss that they support Alexander and KiBum , that the main reason they knew U-Kiss just because of those two little babies >< ~ Alexander cried in the showcase, my heart was breaking. And yes, Alexander was missing after the showcase. A really long missing In twitter.

Meanwhile, one of SS501’s members was ready to make a solo debut. JungMin did an awesome one. He even almost made himself to be on the top. But he lost with Seungri “BigBang” .. Poor him.. Many people don’t like his agency that time, CNR Media.

SECRET also made a comeback (And made their biggest hit ever). I waited for “SHY BOY” patiently, while updating myself with SS501’s news and more and more. Life that time was busy hahaha.

After a very cool comeback with Shy Boy, SECRET’s popularity raised up. A very dramatic scene. Although so, they’re still considering as “underground idol” .. Not long after, Song JiEun made a solo comeback with a rapper. When the first time I saw him, I knew that he has a handsome face. And he does right ?  LOL

I’m getting crazy with “Going Crazy” Era.. That time, I shipped JiEun and YoungGuk so much, not as much as I ship Hyosung and Lee Joon, but yes. I’m hoping a real relationship between them.

About SS501, let’s wrap it up. Hyung Jun made a solo debut. His songs were the best! ~ I can’t agree anymore. He was the best one among the others. I don’t really like Leader’s and Youngsaeng’s .. so annoying .. The songs,I meant. And for my hubby, I dislike the way he sings in “Yesterday”. His voice didn’t match with the song TT____TT but his dance is seriously something.

Back to the earlier of the year, I got a bad news about TOUCH. I just realized that they’re so underrated. And a news really hit me on my face. TOUCH changed their members, they decreased it to be 5 members only. I was hurt. No, wrong. I’m hurt.

Minseok, as far as I know, was sick. I don’t know how his condition is now. But he is still handsome *got his recent pix a few days ago*. Dabin always tweets, but I don’t know anything bout the tweets. Ah, he’s so sweet. The ex-magnae I meant.

Those, the year walks slowly and TS Ent revealed about their new project. The 3 members of B.A.P was introduced. The other 3 were a mystery and many of “almost being” members leaked. =_=” I don’t even understand how could their photos made the fans sure that they were going to be a member of TS Baby group ? *We called B.A.P as TS Baby before*.

Zelo did take my heart when he debuted. And Love is MOVE really did a good job toward my umma and ahjummas’ outfits for this year and soon -_- …

2012

B.A.P made a very hot debut for this year !~ I love them hahahah B-) ~

Too many things happen in this year. And many things are waiting for their turn. I don’t really care. I only watch for my babies (SS501~ HIT-5~ B.A.P ~ SECRET)  ~

The big bad thing for this year is, when I know that half of original members of TOUCH, left the group and being replaced. Hanjun went back to America after a few hard times in Korea. That’s what I thought. Dabin continued his study and being diligent as always. Junyoung will go to the army, but he’s still waiting for the real action I think. Younghun is gone with his family *?* ~ I meant like, he went out because his family problem, so I think that he’s making himself warmer with surrounding with his family members. Minseok is missing.. I have never heard anything bout him except that blonde hair he got earlier. Sunwoong and Sungyoung are still a part of TOUCH. I’m wishing them the best.

Well… ~ They all have a deep meaning in my life J~ And I’m being thankful for SS501 to introduce me to them ^^~