I broke up with my boyfriends of 2 years...

Not in the mood to write at the moment. I'm just tired and sad... Even as writing this blog, im crying with a tub of ice cream... Never leave me strawberry flavor ice cream.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll meet someone like him again. But then I think... Someone waaaay different than him cause it will probably the same story again... I'm back to living with my mother. I took all my stuff yesterday from his apartment...

Break-ups hurt the worst when it's someone you've know for such a long time. I guess I'm not moving out anytime soon...

I just hope things get better... I find it fascinating that when it was over... He didn't cry or look sad... I saw his face and it looked relieved? Relief?... IDK... Somewhere amongst those lines. Was he seeing someone behind my back? If I find out he was, then I'm kicking his . I told him before that if he ever does lose interest in me... Then tell me. Don't go behind my back and cheat on me. I hate that... I really do.

Everyobe take care. *waves* I'm just gonna mope in bed all day...

Bye~