★Byeol, SM's New Girl Group★ application
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AFF Information:
AFF Username: Kimjade
AFF Profile Link: ME
Character Information:
Birth Name: Kim Bi Chwi (means Jade)
Stage Name: Jade
Birthday: April 21, 1993
Age: 18
Birthplace: Suwon, South Korea
Blood Type: O+
Height: 168 cm
Weight: 47 kg
Ethnicity: Korean
Languages: Fluent; Korean / Conversational; Japanese & Mandarin
Family:
Family Background: At an early age I realized it did no good to rely on another person for my own wellbeing. Parents were there to help you, teach you about the world and how to function in it well, right? Well, I only figured that out after attending high school. My parents did none of those things. We moved around a lot when I was a child. We lived in big houses, where I had my own room, and little houses where I had to bunk with my older Brother. We lived a strange life of dispassion and hurtful words. My Father was a man who had little patience and no intention to try and understand his family. It was his way or no way and if you disobeyed or strayed out of those lines, you were made to fear him. My Mother was submissive to his every whim. To the point she wouldn’t even comfort her own children when they were hurt if he called for her. She always deferred to him and his wants.
We weren’t poor, poor, but we never wore a brand name, or went shopping just because. It was always a treat to get a gift on a birthday or at Christmas. Most of the time it was things one needed though, like clothes. But, that’s okay, it taught us not to take the world lightly, or things for granted. The worst was not being allowed to follow your dreams though. My brother wanted to dance; he was good at it, great even. He wanted to make a name for himself, but Father said no. So he went into the military and did his duty. After that he moved away, and I hardly ever saw him again.
My dream was to be a musician, a performer, but yet again I was told no way. Never the less my Mother paid for me to have piano lessons with a lady that lived behind my school. I doubt my Father even knew about it. She was my friend and confidant for a long time. I felt I could tell her everything and she would never hate me and always love and support me.
Then they divorced. My Father moved away to the country to live in his Father’s house and we fell apart. My Mother me and I lost the only friend I had ever known. She would no longer care about my problems she no longer wished to be burdened with a child, so I had no one to lean on.
Mother works two jobs now and dates a different man every other week. She has never let me into her heart again after my Father left. She changed so completely. I feel obligated to take care of her now and try to send her money to make life easier. Because I feel that she thinks I ruined her life by being born. After my Grand Father died, my Father took over for him and worked himself into an early grave, never having re-married; he always told me he still loved my Mother. He died still loving her and she wouldn’t even go to his funeral service. I forgave him for my childhood; before he passed but still I feel guilty I wasn’t there for him in his last moments. I have his ashes with me and will always honor them. My brother found a lovely woman to marry, that my Mother hates, and they are very happy with each other, proclaiming them-selves soul mates. Unfortunately they cannot have any children. I love my sister as if she were blood and send them whatever I can to help them out in their lives. They support my dreams 100% even while my Mother scoffs at my choices.
Family Members
FatherKim Dae Geum (Deceased)
Mother Kang Eun Mi (56) her two jobs are, running a small restaurant and delivering clothing from the drycleaners to the more upscale neighborhoods.
Brother Kevin Kim (38)He is a sub choreographer/dancer for SM Entertainment artists.
Sister-in-law Lisa Kim (39) teaches English to young children at the local language institute.
About the Character:
Personality: Complicated, loyal, helpful, self-conscious, intelligent, shy around some bold around others.
If I get angry my head becomes fuzzy, there’s a haze that makes me lose sight on everything around me. I curse and yell, become red in the face and short of breath. It’s an ugly side to me that I’m sad to say is there. But, it only comes out in front of one person. The only person, who has done so much to me, hurt me beyond measure that I become something I totally hate. But he’s not around anymore, so I haven’t lost it in a long time. I’m beginning to feel somewhat like a normal human again, if you can actually define ‘normal’ that is.
I tend to forget things easily, letting most troubles just roll off my back. I find it too tiring to hold onto things like hate or discord so I just brush them off. I’ll forgive and forget, unless you embarrass me in front of a lot of people. Then I will dislike you forever. And trust me when I say, I can hold a grudge for a long time.I’ve been betrayed, and often so I trust rarely and if I share my secrets with you, then I trust you to stick around and not blab them to everyone. But it takes a lot to get me to trust. I’ll be friendly but you won’t find out even the basic stuff until I know you’re for real.
Other than that, I’m pretty easy to get along with. I have a witty, sarcastic humor that most might take offence to, when actually I’m just speaking my mind. I don’t really care to filter out what I say around those that know me well. Around new people, or ones I want to impress I don’t really talk. I just stand there and can be pretty shy. I have a fear of being dismissed or hated on first impression so I try to just fade into the background. I’m unconfident in that way.
In a sense, I am always looking to find myself. I really think about who I am as a person and what I can do to be better. Not as angry at myself for things that I cannot change. I am always thinking. If at times I seem in a daze that is what I am doing. I will ponder things until I think I am going crazy and have to shake myself out of it and run off to play a game or write or just do something that will take my mind off of my thoughts for a while. And, I am lonely. Even in a crowded room I feel alone.
Favorite Color: Cobalt Blue & Silver
Likes:
•Thunderstorms
•Dancing
•Pocky
•The smell of fresh strawberries
•My Brother
•Water
•Reading/writing/learning (they all go hand in hand)
•Different languages and cultures (I'm fast at learning them too!)
Dislikes:
•Cigarette smoke
•The smell of hospitals
•Vain/prideful people that put others down because they think they are better than anyone
•Spiders or any bug for that matter
•Obnoxious/rude kids
•Dirty dishes
•Being interrupted continuously
•Mispronunciation
Hobbies:
•Writing songs/composing music
•Learning dance choreography from anyone who will teach their steps
•Painting landscapes/sketching nature
•Swimming to keep in shape and increase my stamina
•People watching
Habits:
•Biting my nails when nervous or preoccupied
•Twitching my nose when a smell gets too strong or smells horrible
•Spacing out to where I hear nothing when thinking or bored (usually looking out a window)
Trivia:
• I am obsessed with GACKT, a Japanese artist who has the voice of a God.
• I dislike chocolate chip cookies. I prefer macadamia nut and white chocolate cookies.
• I love the smell of fresh strawberries so much that I will stand in the produce section of the supermarket and sniff the packages. I hardly eat them though, which is strange even to me…
• I have a sharp wit and a sarcastic sense of humor.
• I have a bad memory until music comes on, then I can remember every lyric to the song I’m listening to. It’s awesome.
• My eyes are able to change color. They often become deep green when I am angry or have high passion.
Appearance:
Ulzzang: Do Hwe Ji
Appearance:
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Fashion/Style:
Casual
Formal
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Practice
1 2
http://www.polyvore.com/dance_is_life/set?id=37649712
http://www.polyvore.com/think_pink/set?id=37647170
http://www.polyvore.com/street_dancer/set?id=37644837
Airport Fashion
Trainee
How were you discovered?: A group of us girls went to audition (as you will see in the dance video below) and I was singled out to continue. That was my first time dancing and I had only a few days to get the choreography down.
How long did you train?:4 ½ years.
Position: Main Dancer and Vocalist
Back Up Position:Lead Vocalist and Lead Dancer
Dancing Audition (the one with the long black boots and bandage on her wrist)
Rapping Audition: n/a
Relationships~:
♥ Love Interest: Choi Minho SHINee
How did you meet?: Through my brother and Onew. The first time we were introduced through Onew and other times we trained together with my brother.
Best Friend:
Lee Jin Ki (Onew) Hometown buddies
Bang Ji Min (OC) since intermediate school
Friends:
Lee Soon-Kyu (Sunny) SNSD Met through the company
Park YuChun JYJ Met through a CF
Kim Jaejoong JYJ Met through YuChun
Jiyeon T-ara Met through an apperance on Star King
Ex-boyfriend: Kwang TaeKyun (20) OC
Why and how did you two break up:
He cheated on me with another girl and I caught him.
I don’t keep men around that treat me like that. If I’m not his everything, he’s on the curb without cab fare.
Rival:Kahi from After school
Why?: She is the self-proclaimed goddess of k pop and I want to prove that ego like that is ridiculous
How your character acts around babies:
She tears up when she looks at little babies faces because they are so pure and innocent and a symbol of new hope that it overwhelms her and she can't help it. She is good with babies and little kids, able to get close to them and they like to play with her because she is more free around kids. Very caring and takes care of them well, she has a childish side of her that makes her able to communicate with them easily but she also looks out for their well being first and she is very protective, like a little mother or big sister. She only really has a problem with bratty kids that don't act good even after they are disciplined, ones that kick you for no reason or throw tantrums all the time.
Extra:CF1 CF2 The CF’s
She also appeared on Star King once before debut.
Other Work: MC, CF actress
Fan Club Name: Jewels
Fan Club Color #6cc417
Anything else?: She has a cat , and she curses at people in Mandarin if they piss her off
Password: Kara - Step
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