LSY Entertainment (Girl Group Application)

 

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Username: Kimjade

Profile Link: http://www.asianfanfics.com/profile/view/1668

Character Info

Birth Name:김비취Kim Bi Chwi (means Jade)

Korean Name: Kim Jade

Nickname: Jade, Kuma (Japanese for Bear), J-D

Nationality: Korean

Birthplace: Suwon, South Korea

Date of Birth: April 21, 1990

Age: 21

Gender: Female

Height: 168 cm

Weight: 47 kg

Hair Colour: Brown

Eye Colour: Hazel

Personality: Complicated, loyal, helpful, self-conscious, intelligent, shy around some bold around others.

If I get angry my head becomes fuzzy, there’s a haze that makes me lose sight on everything around me. I curse and yell, become red in the face and short of breath. It’s an ugly side to me that I’m sad to say is there. But, it only comes out in front of one person. The only person, who has done so much to me, hurt me beyond measure that I become something I totally hate. But he’s not around anymore, so I haven’t lost it in a long time. I’m beginning to feel somewhat like a normal human again, if you can actually define ‘normal’ that is.

I tend to forget things easily, letting most troubles just roll off my back. I find it too tiring to hold onto things like hate or discord so I just brush them off. I’ll forgive and forget, unless you embarrass me in front of a lot of people. Then I will dislike you forever. And trust me when I say, I can hold a grudge for a long time.

Other than that, I’m pretty easy to get along with. I have a witty, sarcastic humor that most might take offence to, when actually I’m just speaking my mind. I don’t really care to filter out what I say around those that know me well. Around new people, or ones I want to impress I don’t really talk. I just stand there and can be pretty shy. I have a fear of being dismissed or hated on first impression so I try to just fade into the background. I’m unconfident in that way.

In a sense, I am always looking to find myself. I really think about who I am as a person and what I can do to be better. Not as angry at myself for things that I cannot change. I am always thinking. If at times I seem in a daze that is what I am doing. I will ponder things until I think I am going crazy and have to shake myself out of it and run off to play a game or write or just do something that will take my mind off of my thoughts for a while. And, I am lonely. Even in a crowded room I feel alone.

Background:
At an early age I realized it did no good to rely on another person for my own wellbeing.  Parents were there to help you, teach you about the world and how to function in it well, right? Well, I only figured that out after attending high school. Yes, my parents did none of those things. We moved around a lot when I was a child. We lived in big houses, where I had my own room, and little houses where I had to bunk with my older Brother. We lived a strange life of dispassion and hurtful words. My Father was a man who had little patience and no intention to try and understand his family. It was his way or no way and if you disobeyed or strayed out of those lines, you were made to fear him. My Mother was submissive to his every whim. To the point she wouldn’t even comfort her own children when they were hurt if he called for her. She always deferred to him and his wants.

We weren’t poor, poor, but we never wore a brand name, or went shopping just because. It was always a treat to get a gift on a birthday or at Christmas. Most of the time it was things one needed though, like clothes. But, that’s okay, it taught us not to take the world lightly, or things for granted. The worst was not being allowed to follow your dreams though. My brother wanted to dance; he was good at it, great even. He wanted to make a name for himself, but Father said no. So he went into the military and did his duty. After that he moved away, and I hardly ever saw him again.

My dream was to be a musician, a performer, but yet again I was told no way. Never the less my Mother paid for me to have piano lessons with a lady that lived behind my school. I doubt my Father even knew about it. She was my friend and confidant for a long time. I felt I could tell her everything and she would never hate me and always love and support me.

Then they divorced. My Father moved away to the country to live in his Father’s house and we fell apart. My Mother me and I lost the only friend I had ever known. She would no longer care about my problems she no longer wished to be burdened with a child, so I had no one to lean on when I got my heart trampled on by the afore mentioned man in the first paragraph. The one that made me lose myself.

Mother works two jobs now and dates a different man every other week. She has never let me into her heart again after my Father left. She changed so completely. I feel obligated to take care of her now and try to send her money to make life easier. Because I feel that she thinks I ruined her life by being born. After my Grand Father died, my Father took over for him and worked himself into an early grave, never having re-married; he always told me he still loved my Mother. He died still loving her and she wouldn’t even go to his funeral service. I forgave him for my childhood; before he passed but still I feel guilty I wasn’t there for him in his last moments. I have his ashes with me and will always honor them. My brother found a lovely woman to marry, that my Mother hates, and they are very happy with each other, proclaiming them-selves soul mates. Unfortunately they cannot have any children. I love my sister as if she were blood and send them whatever I can to help them out in their lives. They support my dreams 100% even while my Mother scoffs at my choices.

I have no other family so I must take care of them. 

Family:
Kim Dae Geum (Deceased) – Father;
a stout man who never let his kids get away with anything. He was a stern man who didn’t believe in sparing the rod. He would take up for his kids in front of others and keep them from trouble if they did wrong, but he would beat them afterwards and make them go to bed without dinner. He ignored his family a lot. Never home to see to things, the raising of the kids fell to their Mother.
He passed away while living with his younger brother and his family.

Kang Eun Mi (56) – Mother; a stern woman who lived her life working. She gave everything for work and the home, never letting her children go to school looking poor or rumpled. She became bitter after all those years of getting nothing in return. She refuses to take care of her children now that they are out of the house and doesn’t listen when they tell her the man she is dating isn’t good for her. She gossips too much about others and smokes too much, which keeps Jade from going home much at all. She is more concerned with what the neighbors think of her than with her own children. She disapproves of Jade becoming an idol because of that.Her two jobs are, running a small restaurant and delivering clothing from the drycleaners to the more upscale neighborhoods.

Kevin Kim (38) – Brother;a fun loving man who cares for his little sister a lot. He is always pushing her to do her best and telling her she is great. He fully supports her decisions in life and when he doesn’t he calmly tells her why. The siblings have never had a fight like normal brothers and sisters do because they are hardly ever around each other for long. He was a wanderer in the past and couldn’t settle anywhere for long until he met Lisa, an American studying at Korea National University of Arts. He attended the School of Dance, she the Interschool Division. They grew close in a short amount of time and soon began dating. After he graduated, Kevin married Lisa against his mother’s wishes and they moved to a loft overlooking downtown Seoul. He is now a sub choreographer/dancer for SM Entertainment artists. Lisa teaches English to young children at the local language institute. They have recently found out they can’t have children.

Likes:
•Thunderstorms
•Dancing
•Her brother
•The smell of fresh strawberries
•Elders (they have a lot to say)
•Water (drink, swim, play I love it all)
•Reading/writing/learning (they all go hand in hand)
•Different languages and cultures (I'm fast at learning them too!)
•Making others happy

Dislikes:
•People that talk badly about her family
•Cigarette smoke
•The smell of hospitals
•Vain/prideful people that put others down because they think they are better than anyone
•Spiders or any bug for that matter
•Obnoxious/rude kids
•Dirty dishes
•Being interrupted continuously
•Mispronunciation

Hobbies:
•Writing songs/composing music
•Learning dance choreography from anyone who will teach their steps
•Painting landscapes/sketching nature
•Swimming to keep in shape and increase my stamina
•People watching

Habits:
•Biting my nails when nervous or preoccupied
•Dragging my bottom lip between my teeth when I drive or am nervous
•Rubbing my nose when a smell gets to me
•Twitching my nose when a smell gets too strong or smells horrible
•Spacing out to where I hear nothing when thinking or bored (usually looking out a window)

Languages: Korean, English, Japanese (Fluent)

School:
Sungkyunkwan University (Seongdae) specializing in Humanities and Social Sciences.
She has not graduated yet.

Why your character auditioned for LSY Entertainment: I have a dream of being on stage. My Mother doesn’t approve and always shot me down, telling me I had no talent and to study and get a real job. I love music and dance so much that it has become my air. I wanted this with everything in me, so I auditioned. I never told a soul until my brother found out indirectly through some people at his company. He encouraged me because our parents had told him too, not to be a dancer. So I overcame everything to practice every day, and auditioned more than twice to get into the company. I want to pave my own way and burn up the stage so no one will ever forget my name.

Training Company before LSY Entertainment: None

Training Duration: 2 ½ years.

Pre-debut works:
TiO Ice Tea CF
with Park YuChun
Star King

Stage Info

Stage Name: Jade

Persona: Glittering Charisma

Specialties/Talents:
• Dancing would be #1
• I can pick up languages and accents very quickly
• I am a pretty good mood maker
• I can draw professionally
• I have witty humor and can make anyone laugh when I want to

Instruments: Piano 

Dancing  Dancing 2 (girl in the grey scarf)

Singing

Rapping

Favourite Colours: Cobalt Blue & Silver

Fan Club Name: Jewels

Club Colours:  Jade green and Silver glitter

Relationships

Love Interest: Kim Jae joong

How you met: I attended a party in which YuChun invited me and we met through his introduction.
We became quick friends and found ourselves able to relax in each other’s company easily.

Are you two already dating: No

Best friends:
 Lee Jin Ki (Onew) SHINee Hometown buddies
 Bang Ji Min (OC) since intermediate school

Friends:
 Lee Soon-Kyu (Sunny) SNSD Met through Onew
  Park YuChun JYJ Met through a CF
 Kim Jaejoong JYJ Met through YuChun
  Choi Minho SHINee Met through Onew
  

Other

Ulzzang Appearance name: Do Hwe Ji

Back up 1 Ulzzang name: Jung Roo

Back up 2 Ulzzang name: Han Chae Ah

Appearance Pictures:

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Style: My style is casual at home; lose sweaters or tank-tops and jeans, but out in the media’s eye I take great care with what I wear. Nice shoes are a must, with tasteful accessories and lovely clothes. Slacks, skirts, shorts or dresses all have to be modest to flirty. I don’t show off my body. Cute hats and scarves are fun to wear and I always love a good jacket when it gets cold. I’d say my style is somewhat classical.

Style Pictures:
On the town

On the go
Training
At home
In the club
Formal
Red Carpet
Music awards

Trivia:
• I am obsessed with GACKT, a Japanese artist who has the voice of a God.
• I dislike chocolate chip cookies. I prefer macadamia nut and white chocolate cookies.
• I love the smell of fresh strawberries so much that I will stand in the produce section of the supermarket and sniff the packages. I hardly eat them though, which is strange even to me…
• I secretly strangle people in my mind if I don’t like them (and sometimes even when I do) while outwardly I am smiling at them, not letting them on to it.
• I have a sharp wit and a sarcastic sense of humor.
• I have a bad memory until music comes on, then I can remember every lyric to the song I’m listening to. It’s awesome.
• My eyes are able to change color. They often become deep green when I am angry or have high passion.
• I can't stand strong smells, my nose is very sensitive. So I hardly wear perfume, only body lotion that smells like Cherry blossoms.

Tattoos/piercing: Ears are pierced

Links

Facebook: www.facebook.com/JadesJewels

Twitter: www.twitter.com/#!/LYS_JadeKim

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Password: 2NE1

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Kimjade
#1
mm most of the background and personality is truly me.
Ur_lovestory #2
Is this a true story?