I don't know if anyone will see this but I guess it'll be good to get it out...Ok if you have the YG app then You'll know what I'm talking about if not Then I'll tell you..sorry for typos I'm typing fast so bare with me anyway YG appa is having global auditions and I want to do it but performing isnt exactly a strong suite of mine and I'm embarrassed because of that and I don't like my voice recorded it sounds like shxt to me -__- I want to do it sooooooo badly but I have so many doubts and not matter how hard I want to do it it's scaring me shxtless because I don't like to fail but I know I'll work harder than anything in the world harder than I ever have if I get the chance it's just I don't like my own voice but I've had people tell its not bad that's not good enough for me I want to be above excellent I mean nearing perfect but yet again my voice sounds like shxt recorded and I know we are going to have to record ourselves and put it on YouTube which is also bad because I'm one of those nobodies that records stuff nobody wants to watch so who's gonna watch me effin sing ughhhh so many bad things that I can't pick a good one and I'll probably do what I always do record myself and chicken out in the end and never put it up there...ok I've vented if someone does read this give advice to a poor soul who wants nothing more than to perform and stop being a coward -__-" thank you..and to be completely honest I don't just want to sing and dance..I want to PERFORM there is a difference to me :) ok bye now *runs and slams head against wall embarrassed*