As you may know, I love writing love stories but I at love in real life! (-_-)

So you're wondering why the title's called "Stranger Crush". Well I have one, I know him but he doesn't know me I think...  I mean, like he's friend's with my friend. I know what you're thinking "Then go ask your friend to help introduce you guys." Another problem of mine, I can't talk to guys that I like. I can talk to other guys normally but when I see the guy I like, I just freeze up, you know like the song "Breathe". I literally did that, I couldn't breathe because I was holding my breath, talking about fail. HGIIODAIOAD! This just frustrates me because this guy is like an amazing guy. I'm not saying that because I like him but because he's quiet, kind, smart, cute... 

Sometimes I would catch him looking at me... I think, I could just be hallucinating but other times it just seems like he's avoiding my stares. I'm thinking he thinks of me as a creeper. *sigh* And one time, he opened the door for me but I'm not sure if he was just being nice to me... I mean there were plenty of girls he could've opened the door and he opened it for me... but now that I think about it... yeah.. he was just being nice to me... 

If you're wondering why I'm talking about this is because I just wanna let this out of my chest... It really bothers me. Sorry about boring you about my love life... 

But here are some scenarios that actually happen to me... >.>

Scenario #1

*Looks at him*

"WHY CAN'T I TALK TO HIM?!" *headesks* 

Scenario #2

I'm going to talk to him! Yeah! *in head*

*passes* 

Ehh- ah-

Few seconds later....

Why can't I talk to him?!