Do you still remember the first time I looked at your face? Do you still remember when you first smiled at me? It felt like heaven and the butterflies in my stomach fluttered like wild animals free at last. Do you still remember the first time when you say my name? I hated my name, but there was meaning when you were the one who whispered it in my ear. Do yo still remember when you held my hand and I never ever want to let go? There was an electric current that stung my whole system. It damaged my heart and brain. It left a mark. Your name and face were on it and oh, it stayed there for a very long time until it drives me crazy.

You told me I'm beautiful and I blushed like red apples. I knew it was a lie but I couldn't help but believe a bit. It felt so good. You're so nice., so decent and I knew you were the one. You are the one I dream at night, my knight in shining armor. You're the light shining in the dark. Days with you seem perfect, so idyllic and I only wish it not to end. I hope and pray that God might replay the scenes where you kissed me in the rain, when you wrapped your arms around my neck and when you said the words I long to here. It felt so good to find you, it's even better loving you. It's true love I tell you.

I'm so happy that I found you, that you're part of my life and because you love me. But I know this isn't forever. It won't last. I have to accept facts. I thought this was forever and I tried not to believe but I did. I love you so much and for that, I'll let you go. I'll wait for you here. I'll stay and when you come back, don't say words. I'll stare at your brown eyes, deciding if I truly mean anything to you. Look at me like you miss me. Let your eyes speak. Let me stare at it, let me see my ego in your eyes. Remember my smile, the sound of my laughter and warmth of my skin. Remember it just like how I remember your voice, the features of your face and how much you care. Remember me even when you're tired and going to sleep. Remember our favorite song, remember my name and remember what you felt when we were together. I'm still with you, always been. Still loving you, still dreaming.