He deleted his twitter:(

Why? Why do you have to delete your twitter account? Is it because of your antis? Having a personal problem? Why just tweet 'bye'? "Why" is the only question just popped into my mind since you deleted your twitter.. I've read an article about you deleted twitter account.
April 8, 2012 you tweeted a photo:

After 2 days, April 10,2012.. You tweeted 'bye' via web. It's the first time you tweeted using a computer. Again, why? Few minutes after that you're name doesn't exist anymore.. WHY?

15th of April, I opened my twitter account (http://www.twitter.com/#!/PrinceJangLove).. My daily routine is to check your twitter. I opened my list "BEAST is the B2ST!<3" I didn't saw your past tweets. I thought I unfollowed you so I searched for your username @doublev89. No results, just tweets.. The 1st tweet I saw was by @B2STLYTWEETS.. It says "[!] We have been reading this questions a lot, but yes @doublev89 deleted/deactivated his twitter account. The reason for it hasn't revealed". WTF! I became sad, my heart aches so much.. My eyes wants to pour some tears but I can't! I'm really shocked. I tried to search for your username again but nothing appeared. My hands are shaking & couldn't type well. I really want to cry that time.

After surfing the net, I walked with a straight face.. Not minding the things that goes around me.. I feel like I'm walking alone in this world & no one is alive.. My heart is really shattering.. The question just keep running through my mind.. "Why? When? How?"

Until now, I'm expecting you to return in twitter. Also, a lot of fans is expecting you to. Jang Hyunseung oppa! Please comeback! Please! I truly miss you so so much!:"( every time I think of you, you who deleted his twitter account, it always makes me cry.. Cry silently.. A cry that anyone wouldn't see nor hear.. A cry which I kept only to myself.

One day, I watched a video of you & Dongwoon dancing "Trouble Maker". I can clearly see there that you are very happy.. I thought to myself "He's very happy. I can see. Acting like nothing happened. He doesn't even know I exist. I, who cries for him. I, who misses him so much. I, who cares for him. I, who loves him like no other fangirl loves him. I, who hurts so much because of him. I, who prays for him to return in twitter. And I, who hopes to see & hug him personally"

Same that day, it rained.. I went out of the house & sat on a bench.. I think about you again, staring at the raindrops that falls on the ground. Just then, a tears from my eyes just fell.. Sad again..

Now, I'm still hoping for your comeback in twitter. I even changed my username from @PrinceJangLove to @IMissdoublev89 . I'll keep praying. I am a girl, a girl who doesn't loose hope. I love you HYUNSEUNG oppa!

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ireokheneolsaranghae #1 May 15, 2012 13:19:00

@SyeraJoe yes. we should. thanks!:)

b2utyfulme #2 May 12, 2012 05:57:26

just pray that he will be back on twitter. i miss him too :'(