Things at home are.......not so good. I feel so useless right now that i can't help. 

I'm too scared to approach anyone to talk about it. 

I don't know what to do. 

My head hurts. My heart hurts. 

Usually seeing my bias pictures would cheer me up. But now...I don't even feel like smiling no matter how hard i try. It's that bad. 

My family means a lot to me..and I'm really worried about our future.

But one thing's for sure, it makes me realise how strong our family bond is :')  Can someone cheer me up? I don't wanna cry in front of my family expecially my father.