I'm sorry guys...

But its just too much...

People tell me not to thinks these things..

They want me to go to counsellors...

Why don't they try going to a counsellor?

Someone they don't trust or know and telling them everything?

They think its easy....

They think its easy to move on from whats happened!

I'm just sick of it all....

I'm better off dead!!

The only reason I'm posting this on here and not on tumblr is because I don't want to worry my family or friends....

If I can even call them friends...