I'm tired of you!!!

STOP THINKING AS IF I'M SMART ENOUGH TO GET A PERFECT GRADE!!!!!! YOU KEEP SAYING CRAP THAT I CAN'T EVEN THINK FOR ONE SECOND!!

YOU KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO!?!?!?!

I WANNA ING GRAB YOUR FACE TAKE A KNIFE AND MAKE YOU SWALLOW IT!!!

I WANNA SEE YOU BLEED TO DEATH!!!

I WANNA ING RUN AWAY FROM YOU CAUSE I'M TIRED OF BEING COMPARED TO A ING BROTHER AND I'M TIRED OF TRYING TO MAKE YOU PROUD WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN APPRECIATE THE SMALLEST THINGS THAT I DO!!!!!!!

I WANNA ING KILL MYSELF BECAUSE I'M YOUR DAUGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DIE!?!?! WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I'M NOT PERFECT, THAT I CAN'T BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE!?!?!?!? WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I'M JUST A KID TRYING TO LIVE HER LIFE!?!?!?!?!?!?!

CAN'T YOU JUST STOP AND THINK THAT YOU'RE TREATING ME LIKE HOW YOUR MOM TREATED YOU??? YOU ING COMPARE MY LIFE TO YOURS EVERYTIME WE HAVE AN ARGUMENT SO WHY CAN'T YOU ING SEE THAT I'M GETTING TIRED OF YOU LIKE HOW YOU GOT TIRED OF YOUR MOM? THAT I'M TRYING MY BEST EVERYDAY LIKE HOW YOU DID?

WHY CAN YOU ONLY SEE THE BAD THINGS!?!?!?! WHY CAN'T YOU GIVE ME A BREAK!?!?!?!

YOU SAY THAT YOU'RE TRYING YOUR BEST TO GIVE ME HAPPINESS BUT THE ONLY THING YOUR DOING IS STRESSING ME OUT!!! HAVEN'T YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU'RE THE CAUSE FOR EVERYTHING!?!?! YOU NEVER WANTED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE SO WHY KEEP ME INSTEAD OF HAVING AN ABORTION!?!?!?!?!

DO YOU KNOW WHY I HATE STAYING IN THIS HOUSE!? WHY I ALWAYS LIE TO YOU!? WHY I CAN'T ING STAND BEING WATCHED OVER BY YOU!?!?!?!?

BECAUSE I ING HAVE A LIFE THAT YOUO DON'T NEED TO KNOW ABOUT!!!!!!!

STOP TRYING TO SAY THAT YOU UNDERSTAND ME CAUSE YOU DON'T!!! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ONE BIT! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME!!!

YOU LEFT JUST WHEN I WAS A BABY!!! YOU CAN'T CALL YOURSELF MY MOM CAUSE YOU NEVER RAISED ME SO STOP SAYING THAT YOU RAISED ME BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUST STOP EXISTING AND DIE!!!

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--bubbletea
#1
i know how you feel... just ignore her. do anything you can to avoid her.
turn up the volume in your iPod or whatever and just try to drown her out.
just do everything you can to release all that anger.
but i just hope you won't do something you'll regret...
she is still your mom even though she affects you emotionally.
pray to God and just surround yourself with the people who loves and cares for you.
if you ever need a vent partner, i'm here. c:
i hope you feel better soon and just don't mind her. don't let her words affect you.
DemonAngel_1165 #2
dude do what im doing...
dont even talk to her.
i haven't talk to my mom the whole day and nothing bad has happened
FOR ONCE IN MY ING LIFE!!!
just ignore her... like what i told you yesterday, if they don't even listen to what you want to say, there's no point to talking to them.
blackrabbit
#3
Chill D: just take it easy and breath for a second :o