Don't be too surprised if I never come back here on AFF again, because there's a chance of me getting a heart attack due to Jae's cuteness, iness, randomness! I'm serious right now! His smile, jaw line, eyes, hair, tattoos, arms, the way he moves, the way he talks, the way he's constantly expressing his narcissism. It's insane. And let's be honest about Kim Jaejoong here right now. He loves himself. I mean he's my bias and my everything, but his love for himself is just muy muy grande! Well, maybe I got it wrong with the word narcissism, but he's metroual for sure! But that's exactly why I love him.  I love the way he knows he's hot, gorgeous and makes people go insane about him. I love the way he his lips and smiles at his friends whenever they speak. I love it when he throws an unexpected joke about a random thing. I love it when he speaks with his rusky-low-stuffy-y-oh-so-charming voice. I love it when he sings and doesn't know where to look at so he just randomly acts y by looking at the camera and slightly smiling. I love the way he dresses and acts all innocent about his appearance. And believe me when I say that I know that nobody in this worlds's perfect! Nobody, not even Jae! Though he just is perfect in my eyes!  Yeah, that's my heart vs. my brain. Hard competition.

And if anything, I really am in love with Kim Jaejoong. I mean it might sound silly, but how could I explain my heart beat speeding up whenever I see him, feeling down when he's down and feeling happy when he's acting all strange and random in a positive way. He's really my idol!  He gave me courage when I was at worst in my life and I just though of him and said to myself: Eva, at least do it for him. And I did. Oh man, this sound so pathetic. But I don't care.  I just care about him, a lot. A lot!

I came into KPOP in the beginning of 2008 by listening to Mirotic. I got really curious who's that gorgeous guy wearing only a y jacket without a shirt underneath. So I looked into DBSK a bit more and found them interesting. They were actually my first love after Zanessa and Jesse McCartney. Okay, I should not forget about Beyonce and Justin Bieber which, by the way, really surprises me that most of KPOP fans really dislike him! Why though? He's cool and cute!  But anyway, that's how it was. I loved and still love DBSK, they were the group that brought me into KPOP and it will be the group that I'm going to be listening till the day I die. No joking here. That's exactly why I was and still am heartbroken that they split. If you're not a cassie like myself, you might not understand how it feels, and I really hope none of other fandoms will ever have to experience nor go through what Cassiopeia did in the past 2 years.

Well, to come to the end. Jae has been my bias since 2008, that's... 4 years I guess. It might not be a that long, but he's imprinted in my heart forever! 
-Yeah, twilight fan here! -

So,that's it. Thanks to all of you who took their time to read all this. You may write in comments about your biases, I'd love to hear some of your stories too!

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Oh, and have I ever mentioned that I love it when he's holding a cigarette in his hand and smokes? He's just so y and angsty doing that!