MY FEELINGS. HAPPY. SAD. ANGRY. DELIGHTED. ED UP.

JAY PARK IS HERE ALREADY.

IN THE PHIL.

AND I DON'T GET THE CHANCE TO SEE HIM. SOMEBODY KILL ME NAO. I AM A HARDCORE JAYWALKER. SKDFGHJKL AND I WANT TO SEE HIM, EVEN JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE ONLY. I WANT TO HOLD HIM AND HUG HIM LIKE HOW I HUG MY MOM AND DAD. TO HOLD HIS HAND JUST FOR 5 SECONDS. AND JUST HIM SAYING HI TO ME WOULD SEND ME TO PARADISE. I DIDN'T WIN A TICKET. I JOINED A PROMO BUT I DIDN'T GET PICKED SO YEAH, I'LL BE SULKING HERE IN MY ROOM TOMORROW. SKDFGHJKL. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrYF5K_-ZSo&feature=youtu.be

THE LINK FROM THE NEWS. HE SAID "MARAMING SALAMAT AND MAHAL KITA." OHGOSH I CAN JUST CRY NOW.

I REMEMBER I FIRST SAW HIM ON MY BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR. IT WAS ON OCTOBER 30, ACTUALLY, IT WAS MTV EXIT, THE CONCERT WAS OCTOBER 29, AND WHEN THE CLOCK STRUCK 12, I SAW HIM. AND I WAS LIKE. "THIS IS MY BEST BIRTHDAY EVER. THANK YOU LORD."  I WAS REALLY HAPPY THAT TIME. 

SORRY FOR THIS RANDOM POST. IF YOU READ IT TILL THE END, THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. <3