i seriously hope that  A and D will understand that i can't always be who they want me to be i hope that they can accept me for who i am and let me be me and not say so and so is looking for a job and sos and so is  planning what to do ,but is that so and so happy is that so and so contented .I am happy to be me that is what is most important i amy not have found a job so who cares   not every sucessful person is happy you know .

And one more thing my privacy A  does not knock my door and come in ,i need my privacy you know if i tell A that she will say "what privacy i am your A " don tell me next time i get married and A will not let me move out orA will not let me be alone with my husband  what is this 

can you imagine that everymorning i wake up she will ask me " have you found a job have you called miss K"hey miss K don have the time in the world to hear me tal you know "yes miss K maay have said that she will advice me if i need but not everyday