Hey you guys. 

Sorry that i haven't updating. Its just.... I've been having this problem and its throwing me off. 

There's this guy that i like, but he's a year older than me and we don't have any classes together. 

We only met when there were Tennis games/practices. 

and now that Tennis season is over. I don't see him anymore. 

I even don't know why i fell in love with him. 

We barely talked. 

ACTUALLY. 

We talked in the beginning, but my friend told him that I like him and it got all awkward so I lied that i didn't like him through text. (tell me if you think it was a bad idea....) =.=

and he actually believed it. So i thought that it would be okay but... NO. He KIND OF avoids me. 

ANYWAYS. Now that tennis season is over, I thought that I would be able to move on but..... instead of moving on, i miss him more and more everyday. 

Not only that. Three of my friends were confessed by the guy they like. I support them, but i can't help but feel jealous and bring tears into my eyes. 

I wish that you knew that I like you very much. I want to say that I love you but, its too cheesy for me. 

If only you would pay attention to me. If only you would talk to me. If only you knew, that i'm waiting for you to text me, or atleast look into my eye and say hi. 

I wish that you could be my boyfriend, at least a friend, and spend some time together.