Truthfully when I first came across here, I never thought that I would be writing fanfics.

No... Erm... I NEVER EVER (ever) thought that I would be writing fan fics.

Because 1. I'm not that good with writing

2. My English is very limited though I can speak it

3. I'm the type of person who gets insecured easily (Can't handle being judged or criticized)

4. I'm a happy person but can get emo easily IF I was swayed by a Fic, Poem or Song

5. I was contented on being a reader (in _starcandy cause before there were only 110+ or even 98+ MinJae fics here and mostly has an ending with yunjae)

So why did I start writing?

WHY?!

When I faced Microsoft Word and my fingers landed on a keyboard "TADA!" My first JaeMin fic entitled "I See You" was born...

And then after that there came many more! and truthfully... in my point of view... when I read my stories... I didn't like them TT________TT

I was like... Why did I see you ended like this??

Why was My Water Nymph hurried to be finished??!!

Truthfully... I don't know too....

But then.... I found or rather... JaeMin loving people found me and became my friends xDDD

They told me what to do, they told me what went wrong and what is good... until they said that I was getting better and then more readers came.... and I was shocked when someone told me that my fic "LIP LOCKED" made them cry.

And then comments came to me....

Either short or long made me happy....

BUT THEN.... When I was noticing the increase in views but no comments were being added I became frustrated and ended up being a troll instead....

The Kim twins was an example of that, FAKE chapters and Teases and Polls....

Just because I was frustrated with the views.... and subscribers...

Thankfully two of my friends told me that I was already being TOO irritating...

And thats when I snapped out of my insane depression in the Comments-Views thing...

I shoved that thought off like mad!

and just try to be thankful that people are actually viewing/reading and liking my stories OHOHOHOHO!!

And my friends really helped me a lot I think ^^

I know that my stories aren't that good yet, and they aren't even considered as the best....

But I'm happy to share that I imagine/type/work enough for the readers and jaemin shippers enjoyment xDDD

And maybe someday I can pass the knowledge that I've learned here too....

That would be an amazing feeling really!

WAAHH!!!.....

And this is my last confession....

I'm a really picky reader.... If I don't like the 1st-6th chapter of a story then I wouldn't even read it even if my own Mother begged me too....

In every story.... I judged the characters first I think...

And I hate stereotypes like this specially if it doesn't fit the story

Yunho=No life Basty (where did the boy next door go?)

JaeJoong=Poor, Beaten, Helpless, Too Much UKE type, Diva, . (I want Jae to be a sweet normal guy sometimes)

ChangMin=Foodmonster (though it's true)

YooChun=Playboy casanova (YooChun is not that kind of a player right? xD)

Junsu=Sweetheart (cause Junsu can be y too ^^)

And as for Grammatical errors... I'm not a grammar nazi/perfectionist so I can tolerate wrong grammars right here and there.... But with limits of course

But if you're this kind of author

"NUUUU I en love yew jaejung, pwease marry me! @$(%*#(*%(%!!!" screamed changmin at place when he can't seeing this.....

"NUUUUU, I cen't en lerv yew cuz' yew wuv f00d!!!" screamed jayjung

or

"pl3ase min! I love you!! now put eet inside meh!"

")(%#%%)*%)*(... I'mma yuu now!"

Then..

BUT if I did love your story, then you have one heck of a faithful reader...

Cause if I love the writing style of a certain author then he/she will never get rid of me...

LOLOLOLOLOL!!!

I'm actually a warm person and a peaceful girl (as most people say about me)

but if someone really did abuse me to the point that I get all devastated and angry... then

But if the person apologized and reconciled with me... then I see them like this....

that's all!!! BYEBYE!!!