Well, for the past few days, I've been reading "H" stories. And damn, I ended up in a fic where it's too EXTREME. There's stuff like and and all chapters were .

That fic almost killed my brain, you know... It almost gave me a mental disorder. And honestly, I'm not even 18. But I'm close to 18. Gah... Yes, you can blame me for reading it but I just learned a lesson last night. I told my friend to read that "H" fic before. I won't be mentioning the title. I was so guilty when I realized that I just gave the stupid fic to my bestfriend. and she might get addicted to it. In short, the "H" fics turns me on. :( That's why I wanna stop. Please comment NICELY. I do not like HARSH comments. :D From now on, I won't be writing fics or ... bad words in the stories. I don't wanna give myself a trouble. Ugh.

It's so annoying. That's why after my fic called "innocent and wild", I'll be writing none-rated fics. :)

Gah. I learned my lesson. Please don't get mad at me. I will be a good girl. It's just tempting sometimes!!! GRRR.

- JULZ. <3